Ramblings of the Masses


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  • The Daily Drivel
    from SPUTTER!~ by Sputts
    19:44 Im nothing but a sheep, a sheep of DOOM I tell ya! # 19:56 @elusiveshoe Is there any other kind? # 20:04 @elusiveshoe Yeah definitely not sexy, but always tasty # 20:14 @elusiveshoe Indeed, they're almost as good as schwarma...almost # Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter, because I, Rob, am your Twitter hero.... Read More >
  • Hello world! (Hah!)
    from defunct-housewife by elusiveshoe
    I'm 24, a first time mother and she is now 18 months old (Emaleigh). Married to a mortician, who is 12 years my senior. That business hasn't been going very well as of late; that's the way the world goes, though. I'm in school at The Dallas Institute of Funeral Service; I'm about to start my apprenticeships for embalming & funeral direction. I work for a local (DFW) funeral home that is in the Stewart Enterprises corporation. Yay, corporate America! I like what I do, but funeral homes are full of drama. I'll probably bitch about this often. I have a sister I have not seen in ages, though she sends me strange e-mails from time to time. One niece; no other siblings, etc., my brother-in-law committed suicide several years ago. I can't honestly say I miss him. I have tattoos, drink liquor and support the tobacco industry. Those would be my vices. Average, yes? I'm trying to learn Spanish; with the help of a good friend, I know odd phrases. Someone once told me I'm prissy; I don't get that, but okay. I'm fairly blunt, opinionated & vulgar. I try to contain myself, though. I often get told I'm "Susie Homemaker"; that I understand a bit more since I did stay home with Emaleigh for the first 10 months of her life. I will not have your dinner waiting on you when you come home, though. I consider myself a defunct housewife.... Read More >
  • those moments...
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    have you ever had those moments in which you feel like you just need to break down and cry for no apparent reason? Yeah, me too. I am in one right now. Well, I at least hope that everyone has that feeling every once in a while. I think it is good for the body and soul to cry. You can't just hold anything and everything in, even if you are a guy. I think guys should be more willing to talk. Do guys ever get emotionally stuck?? I believe they can, they just deny it. If only men would realize that its okay to talk about emotions and feelings so they are not just sitting inside making thing uneasy or depressing. But I am not saying that men should do it all the time like women. But a good emotional out-pour (at least) 2 times a year would be good.... Read More >
  • Nothing is new, but nothing is old
    from SPUTTER!~ by Sputts
    Really, it's the truth.  I mean nothing is really new, if I talk to you on a regular basis, however for those of you not lucky enough to be online enough to recieve my texty goodness, or hear my sultry voice via phone or in person.  Here's the low down. I have DIABEETUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now normally this would detrimental to me, well it is, but thats beside the point.  Right now Im coping and on a cocktail of meds that would make any 65 year old blush.  Fun is to be had by all, as I deal with trying to save my sanity, my limbs, and most of my internal organs.  No seriously, I can win fun prizes like extremity amputation, organ failure, and my favorite coma, with a dash of death.  Talk about a winning combo! It really has explained a lot though and probably helped save my marriage. I was irrationally angry at times.  Yeah low blood sugar! WOOHOO! I spent a lot of time tired and groggy.  High Blood Sugar for the exhaustion, call me in the morning. I would be nauseous and just generally oogie.  The highs have it! I encountered periods of extreme dizziness and would pass out sometimes.  HIGHS, YOU ARE SO HIGH! Shaky hands and a feeling of being high?  Yeah that would be the low blood sugar. So these wonderous beautiful symptoms and craziness I dealt with for a good year before I finally bit the bullet and saw a doctor at Indian Health Services.  Thank goodness for IHS, for they pay for my prescriptions and my monitoring equipment, as that would be a pretty big expense since I don't have medical insurance.  Sadly it is underfunded public healthcare, so what could normally be diagnosed and worked on in a day normally takes a series of weeks and constant calls and messages left for my physician.  But, as they say, don't look a gift horse in the mouth, just do your best to make sure it's not gonna crap on the carpet. So they have a test called an A1C this is a blood test that measures average blood glucose over the past 2 to 3 months and is the best way to measure overall glucose control. It should be measured 2 to 4 times a year and the goal is less than 7 percent.  So when I was diagnosed I was an 11.5  which in the blood sugar measurements I use with my monitor would be about 310-345 mg/dL.  So to better put into perspective what this means I will post what normal ranges of Blood Sugar Levels should be: Preprandial plasma glucose (before a meal) 70–130 mg/dl (5.0–7.2 mmol/l) Postprandial plasma glucose (after a meal) <180 mg/dl (<10.0 mmol/l) Which would be less than an A1C of 7, but as you can see I was a tad over and possibly on my way to an early grave.  However I got my A1C done again a couple weeks ago and Im at a 7.9, hells yeah!  This is also during a period in which my exercise time dropped due to my f'in foot and I was almost a month without my meds.  I think I am doing good overall.  So congratulate me, love me, and send me cookies! Next, my beautiful bunny, Bunz died.  We don't know how or why we woke up and she had passed.  I will miss her as she was really a beautiful animal. Im a sucker for rodents, so I talked my family into adopting a new bunny, her name is Bianca and we got her through the local bunny rescue. However, I think I am expecting too much from her as I had my loving bunny from before.  Sadly Bianca Rex, as I've taken to call her, since my wife believes she has some New Zealand like Bunz and some Rex.  Well Bianca Rex seems to be tempermental, no worries really one would think as she is I think the agency about 6-8 months old?  She was an "Easter Bunny"  and once the owner realized what an undertaking this was she surrwendered the kiddo to the agency here.  All well and good but let's explore Bianca's movements: Bought and moved to new home Given up and moved to foster home Once everything was done at foster home moved to local pet store Shortly before adoption moved to second branch of pet store Adopted by us This is a lot for one bunny yo deal with, so I've done my best to be patient and try not to expect her to be like my Bunz.  All I can really say is wow!  If anybody can say bunnies have distinct personalities it would be me.  She is letting me know she isn't Bunz in almost all ways, it's great as I have to adjust with my new bunny. Umm that actually might be it, who knows, all I really know is that the world moves ona dn I will maybe update again in the future?... Read More >
  • time for an update on Beka
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    Well hello to you out there! Its been awhile since I last wrote and I just wrote about my snake =) I guess the reason why some people read blogs is to keep up to date with what people are up to in their lives. So just so you are informed here is my update: Current Name: Beka Current Nickname: Bucky Residence: the same one I have been in for the past year. I love this place Work: Currently 3 jobs, 2 at the Bean Museum and I recently took a job as a SOAR counselor, like I was last year. I am super excited. Our first group of kids come a week from today. WHOO HOO! Hobbies: work, work, and work. If I had the time i would love to just go out and enjoy nature and take pictures. Things I do with my time that is not the most useful: watch movies, tv, documentaries etc. Just sitting around Current Education status: I am now classified as a super-senior. I am starting my 5th year of college majoring in Integrative Biology and I will be done in December. I am taking the GRE in august. *eek* =| Church calling: 2nd counselor in the Relief Society (why they chose me I have no idea) Relationship status: Single, as I always have been Things she should do with my free time: Clean my room, write friends and family letters, work on my eternal salvation, plan devotionals for SOAR, read a good book, study for the GRE, save money, and I have sure there are a lot my things I should be doing. What else do you want to know? Favorite color: Purple and Green (to wear: black) Favorite article of clothing: shoes, I just bought a pair of kelly green converse (I love em') If I had all the money in the world the lovely worldly materials i would spend it on: Playstation 3 and the DDR games, a mini cooper, a new phone, a ridiculously nice camera, and a tour around the world, and all the shoes I could ever want (every color of Chuck Taylor's). Now its late and I need to go to bed so I can get up for work tomorrow...ugh...just one more week of work, then SOAR! ... Read More >
  • REGI!!
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    well, I am happy to announce that a snake that I have been watched for a friend has now been found!! I took care of the snake February to September 2007. Then when I moved into my new apartment I gave Regi to Mary, who I worked with at the time and who happened to be in my new ward. I was nice to have Regi so close. =) Anyways, probably October or November last year someone, who shall remain unnamed, feel asleep while holding Regi and allowed her to wander off. I was very sad due to the loss, so sad I couldn't do anything for days (not really, but we can pretend). But Regi had never resurfaced so we thought she was dead...=(... BUT... a week ago today, Regi was found on the bathroom of the apartment she was lost in. The prodigal snake had returned! I was so excited and happy I couldn't contain myself. I made my day, week, year, everything. She appears to be the same size as when she left us but just a little slimmer. I have no idea if she had eaten anything while she was exploring the world or if she just slept through the coldest months. But that night I ran and got her a cage and food from the Bean Museum. I feed her two fuzzies, and I am sure she could have ate more. Also she was parched, she spent a lot of time at her water bowl when I put it in. It is so cool to watch snakes drink. =) So that's the great news! Now I won't have to give my friend bad news when she gets back from her mission! I will just have to give Regi back...sad... **picture coming soon**... Read More >

  • from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    whelp, i am sitting here in the hallway of the Widsoe building. It is now 10:42 and I was supposed to print my poster for class at 10:00. My professor knew I coming, where is he? The past two days have been rough. I have had to work on my Animal Behavior paper non-stop it seems. The past two nights I have gone to bed after 2 am. Which luckily I have not had to do at any other time in the semester. But now I am done with the paper and poster (if i could just print it off). It feels good, but not too good because I now have to start on my 2 other papers due next week...ugh. I also have some exciting and some not-so-exciting news. First, the good news (because I like good news) I got another job starting this spring/summer and going into the fall. I will be working in the Mammal collection at the Monte L. Bean Life Science Museum. So I am excited to start off on a new adventure. I think it is about time that I don't work the education job and the museum. I need something new. Don't get me wrong I love the job, just not as much as I used to. So most likely I will only work in the collection in the Fall. Now the not-so-exciting news, I am not going to Mexico with one of my professors. I was really looking forward to it and thought that I had a good chance of going, but apparently not (just my luck). I also thought the same way about the Patagonia field study that I applied for last year. Maybe I am not supposed to do field research (but I really want to). but this is also good in that I can go to Michelle's wedding. Maybe that is the whole purpose behind me not being able to go. (I will just think of it that way). but don't worry Rob. I will follow your advice and still get my passport renewed. I am sure it will come in handy one day. =) I should just make my own trip to Canada this summer. How much fun would that be?? WAY FUN! Anyways, I got to be on my way, I have better stuff to do than to wait for my professor. Its his fault if I cant print my poster off today. =)... Read More >
  • whats happening?
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    I thought everything turned out how it was supposed to. But then its getting all messed up again. But i hope it is for the best. I really wish i could live by the motto "HAKUTA MATATA" I wish i had no worries for the rest of my days. My problem free philosophy. If only... But it is true, I live in the real world where I actually have to work for what I want. I don't mind working and doing the very lowly, behind the scenes work, some of it I actually find relaxing (i'm crazy!) But I don't enjoy it when I feel like no progress is being made in accomplishing my goal. This is currently how my research is going. I am getting through samples and getting them prepped. But there are so many that I feel like I'm not getting any closer to getting done. Its very discouraging. In my classes I am doing average, but I feel like I could be doing so much better. I should also be putting in more time. My animal disease class have been very neglected; i did horrible on all three tests and I am prepared to fail my next one this next week. So I am hoping to get some good studying in this weekend. I think i am going to be pretty lonely this weekend to. I think two of my roomies are going to one of their aunt's house. Then my room roomie is probably going home...im really for an exciting weekend. But i am excited for next monday, that will be the day that my mom and sister will get here. then i can spend all week with them. =) I need it. ... Read More >
  • Beka = backstabber & "murderer of love"
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    To all those who read this (well, the one person that reads this...Hi bob-O!) this weekend I have felt like a back stabber to my room mates. I don't think I personally did anything...but things just happened to me to make me feel like this. I never thought I would be in this position. I felt like I caused my room mates to lose hope and crush their hearts. I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't think things were in my control. Hopefully I will get through this and things will end up like they are supposed to. Sorry, I did not do anything, they just happened. I can't be responsible for others actions or words. Happy Daylight savings!! **REMEMBER** SPRING FORWARD an hour... Read More >
  • the longest day ever!!
    from Bekaverse by Bekalek
    whew, yesterday was a long day! I went on 24 hours with a total for 4 hours of sleep the night before...ugh. So here my story begins: I was excited for Saturday. I was going to see a black bear (and hopefully cubs if she had any this year). I knew there were going to be a lot of people at this place with the black bear because the Professor in charge invites everybody upon everybody to come (Dr. Roeder calls it his "ward/family reunion"). So originally I did not want to go, BUT James (a kid that i work in a lab with) and I are in doing a research project on black bears so we need samples. So that was my whole purpose of going was to get those samples. I was excited to actually do some field work. In order to get to the meeting place at 10 am we had to leave here around 5am. James, his wife, and their cute little boy picked me up just after 5. We got to the meeting place and after Dr. Black's "grand" speech to the masses, we had to drive another 10-15 minutes up the mountain; on a super muddy, watery, cliffy, "oh my gosh i might fall to my death" road. THEN, Dr. Black tell everyone that it will be about a 3/4 mile hike in. So We all thought it would be a pretty short trip. So James, Miranda (his wife) and I all packed light. We had little water, no food and only one bottle for their little boy. Well, it turned in to a 5 hour hike up and down mountains in snow....i hate Dr. Black. for half the hike the trackers (Dr. Black's favorites, family and the peeps from Department of Natural resources) didn't even have a signal for the bear. When they did find it, we pretty much made a big U...I hate Dr. Black. THEN when they did drug the bear up, James and I were supposed to be the ones to take the samples. We were the last ones there because we forgot the backpack with the sample packet at our last stop so James had to go and run back for it. But we got to the bear just 10 min after it has been down. James and I ran down there to see and they were already taking the samples WE were supposed to take...THEY COULDN'T HAVE WAITED!!! I was on a cliff looking down at them taking our samples. I want to jump down on those people and rip their faces off and say, "what do you think you doing." I was so angry...I was supposed to be the one down there with the bear taking the pictures and samples......i hate Dr. Black. So many things got screwed up that day...I hate Dr. Black. the only think James and I got to do was take claw samples...ooo...so exciting. So James, Miranda and I wanted to get outta there. All three of us were so frustrated the whole hike! We were actually only expecting to be there until no later than 1pm. We finally made it back to our truck about 5:30pm. So left ASAP before more idiots messed up the crappy road. Our plan was to be home by 9pm. BUT, we got home and 4:30am this morning....I hate Dr. Black. All day long it was nice and bright and sunny, I even got a little sun burned. We were driving home and it was still nice weather but we could see some clouds coming in and I was thinking, "we'll get some nice rain on the way home." So after three hours (approx. 8:45pm) we got to the mouth of Spanish Fork canyon and low and behold the canyon was closed due to weather. they said it would open up in about 3 hours and even after that the roads wouldn't still be great. So we decided against it. Once you are at the mouth of that canyon there is no alt. route... So we thought to back track an hour, take I-70 west to I-15 then go up to Provo. With clear roads we figured it would take us 4-5 hours, about the same time it would if we were to wait in Price for the canyon to open up (but still bad roads). So we all agreed to go that route, figuring the storm wouldn't hit us....little did we know it would. We spent about 2 hours on I-70 going 20 miles/hour. So definitly took us a lot longer than planned. We eventually got into Provo at 4:30am...it was a long day. My lack of sleep the night before and the energy spent on the hike in the snow and sun didn't help either. So they dropped me off then I went straight for bed and slept until 12pm. I tried getting up for church, but my body would not let me. At 12 i was awake for about an hour, took a shower, ate. then fell asleep again until 5:30. I have been awake since then, but am now ready to sleep again....ahh sleep. To this story, there may be minor details left out by accident (or on purpose), but its the jist of the story. As for those random "i hate Dr. Black" blurbs in there. I probably really hated him yesterday (with a passion), but now I have them outta of my system. I still dislike him, just not a super strong hatred.... Read More >

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