Bekaverse

I thought everything turned out how it was supposed to. But then its getting all messed up again. But i hope it is for the best.

I really wish i could live by the motto “HAKUTA MATATA” I wish i had no worries for the rest of my days. My problem free philosophy. If only… But it is true, I live in the real world where I actually have to work for what I want. I don’t mind working and doing the very lowly, behind the scenes work, some of it I actually find relaxing (i’m crazy!) But I don’t enjoy it when I feel like no progress is being made in accomplishing my goal. This is currently how my research is going. I am getting through samples and getting them prepped. But there are so many that I feel like I’m not getting any closer to getting done. Its very discouraging.

In my classes I am doing average, but I feel like I could be doing so much better. I should also be putting in more time. My animal disease class have been very neglected; i did horrible on all three tests and I am prepared to fail my next one this next week. So I am hoping to get some good studying in this weekend. I think i am going to be pretty lonely this weekend to. I think two of my roomies are going to one of their aunt’s house. Then my room roomie is probably going home…im really for an exciting weekend.

But i am excited for next monday, that will be the day that my mom and sister will get here. then i can spend all week with them. =) I need it.