This weekend was slow once Sat night was over. As I said before my woes should be over for quite a while. This weekend also made me realize what great friends I have. When I finally made it over to Josh's house in the middle of the night I saw it in everybody's eyes. The whole they would run in and throw down for me if they had too. It made me realize all through life I've always kept people at a distance. Especially my ex-fiance, I realy can't blame her for leaving me now that I think about it.
It's good to know I finally belong, to know I have people to count on and that they know they can count on me. Really a unique feeling and kick ass. It's wierd to realize all of this so belatedly. Like so much has gone on in my life that I could have used this wisdom before. Oh well live and learn. Just get up and move on. Right?
I think the wierdest part of the past week is tha fact that I've realized how mortal I am. Through all of my earlier life I never thought aout death or how it would affect me. Or the fact that body needed certain things like sleep. This week was kind a of a wake up call as Sunday hit and I just felt like absolute crap. But I think its was just because my body realized things were finished and over. It's over and I'm gonna get a TV now. Just need more time, it heals all wounds doesn't it?