What was I thinking of? I don't remember, I keep waking up, and have not a clue what was running through my mind only a moment before. I'm up and awake! Why, why can't I just sleep? I close my eyes and watch images form and take shape…Then I wake up thrashing around again! Why? I just want to sleep…Is there something there for me to see? Do I need to learn some life lesson and apply it in life? Or is it true too many psychedelics can drive one mad? I don't feel mad. In fact I feel quite sane.
Is it stress? Well not really, I don't feel too much stress.
Could it be stemming form the whole loneliness thing? Prolly not I've been relatively happy as of late, not very many pangs of loneliness or even thoughts of it. Til now and me trying to figure this out. I've had a couple restless nights.
Seeing things out of the ordinary. *chuckle* I freaked my friend out and he's not so sure he wants to house sit for his father anymore. I was crashed out on the couch and I woke up, it was reasonably dark and I thought I saw an outline of someone in the hallway. So I called everybody's name that was in the house hoping for a response. No go. Then I saw eyes, CRIPES, I like passed out again, Mmmmm like drunken stupors, they take you at some opportune times.
I dunno what ever is causing this needs to stop, cuz I miss sleep. What is it?
Do you know?