Not a good idea, the night before I went to bed, awesome. Mental note to self, get more than 2 hrs of sleep when have to think at work. UGH!

So they are clearing out a lot of people from work. And quality people, not the dumb asses who got their jobs due to ass kissin. My fav sup was called in and told to clear out. WTF is that, she’s the one who got our whole ETS team up and running as smoothly as it has been. So they can her? Yeah they got rid of a few other sups but I could careless. It only frightens me bcause I have yet to find a kick ass job. I suppose I could go back to waiting tables. But i’m not the type of person who can smile no matter what. Somone is sarcastic to me I throw it right back, and POOF there goes me tip. Grrrrrrr cheap ass New Mexicans, yeah you heard me CHEAP ASS NEW MEXICANS!!!!!!!!!! Oh well just move forward and keep crankin out those resumes and coverin territory to get me arse in a better job than this hell hole. Anyways its just not fair that we lost Liz, it’s not it’s not it’s not!~

So I’m feelin purty good right now. Nice chill nite complete with wierd encounter with homeless people on the way home. But it was kewl, never before ahd I seen happier people. they were an older couple and were walking along hand in hand. I stopped them and talked to em briefly and learned their names. Joanie and Phil, good names, it went well with their old weathered look. When I get that old I can only hope to look that happy and regard the world as they do. I am going to be like those two when I grow up. Happiness that’s all I want from life. You should want it too. Shouldn’t ya?

MEEEEEEEEEEP! WTF is this they are threating my job because I don’t meet the stats they want. Hey I fix crap isn’t that enough? Heh, anyways life goes well and I think to myself, why don’t I find someone to torture….er…settle down with?

So I’m on lunch and bored, and enjoying the email flying around the office. YaY!!!!
Question for you all……
does love really exist?

So I’m like super grump today, no sleep and I was busy bein a freakin taxi for most of the night. Where’s mah money for this. Mental note to self don’t expect everything I read in books, hey this goes for all of you people who buy books about computers. You want want shows up in the picture, read the book to figure out how to get it.

I need a book, a book on love! Or somthing like that

I didn’t break it why should I fix it?
Or something like that. Hey I had a thought, why do we have so much to do, yet so little time to do it and enjoy it? And where tha hell is our mail client.

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Can’t people just learn a little bit on their computer. Or at least spare me the drama and get to the POINT! Running around in circles is what they seem best at. Come on help me out, I know I’m only a lowly tech, but you could at least pretend I’m a kewl guy for attempting to fix your problem.

So there is this girl that I’ve been kind of havin a bit of a crush on at work. You know nothing more than passing fancy I would suppose. Never really though much about it or even trying to make something out of it. Then yesterday it was like WoW, and it seems my attention has been caught. Kinda of funny ya know? I preach and preach about love and such but i guess we can’t have it all can we? Some do just not me yet I would suppose. Eh, such is life as I always say. Ha! Do you really wanna wear that?