Cuz I sure as hell have been acting pretty stupid this past week. Let's see getting piss drunk and doing things I shouldn't have with one person and then go somewhere else to vent but end up mess around again! Whoa! Not to bad right? Well I overlook that now, but then my ex calls me at freakin 2AM, nothing too bad but how the hell did she get my number and be turning onto the street for my apartment?!? Jeebus! Scary, and then dumb ass me tries to console her, MEEP! Consoling got a lil physical, needless to say. What is going on? I mean granted yay me its been a while, but shite, why can't I just have a one night stand? No emotional baggage or seeing them again, just a straight up hey how's yer father then poof don't need to deal with em anymore?

*biiiiiiiiiig sigh*

I so need to just get a life, not any life mind you. A simplistic non-complicated kick ass life. Does that exist? ANd will my ex lose my number as I asked her too? Poor sap that she's dating, he doesn't have a clue, she is on her way to dumping him. How can I tell? She did the same thing to me, *snicker* But I ain't no rebound hoe! Which I told her in the heat of the moment. *sigh* Such a weak will, and no joy from any of this past week. WHy? Cuz I know things will be screwed up with first two and for some reason I have a feelin my ex will happen to re-appear again. WHY OH WHY WAS I AN ASS LAST NIGHT?!? Please help me out of this mess. Oh yeah contribute to the get ROb a TV fund.

“Get me out of her, or at least a day pass from this crap”