I really don't know why but I have been having voilent dreams, most of the time they are trips with meaning but lately just for kicks its been violent I would guess. Anyways the one that scares me the most is the first one I had at the beggining of this trend.

Basically it begins at my friend Julia's apt. Big bash everybodys drinking and havin fun and stuff until this lil gang banga dood just goes off! Naturally we are all around tryin to calm this guy down, when he hits Julia. WHoa! Not kewl, and doubly so here. I immediately pounce and just go to town on this guy. Kickin screamin throwin him through their screen door and kickin him repeatedly when he wouldn't get up any more. Boy did it feel gooooooood. SO we fix the screen door and go back to the party. Time passes.

So he comes back a few hours later a bit bloody but none the worse for wear. He walks in and I move to intercept him. Out comes a gun, I start taunting him and questioning his manhood because he needs a gun to deal with me. You know classic Friday style. YOu kicks just don't know how to take a good ass whoopin. Wasn't that it? Ah well, anyways I just keep shouting these insults until gun is put down. TO which I begin to kick his ass again. Oh yeah once again it felt good to kick him. But this time I break his right elbow as he tries to punch me. Once again I leave him on the porch and time passes.

Well I get jumped by like 8 thugs, wow this sounds familiar and I go to town once again. I woke up as I got hit in the face with a bat. WHoa! wierd ass dream. More like that lemme tell ya. But it frightens me on how much joy I took in hurting these guys. I'm always afraid of fighting because what if I crack and just rage? Oh well save such thoughts for a later time and back to the grind.

Leasing cars, hrm….don't get it. You pay and pay and pay for something that will never be yours and will never get to keep. Not only that you have to pay full coverage because the car is not yours. SO thinking about it you pay like 400-600 a month for something that does not nor will it ever belong to you. Logic? I don't see any.

I will admit my car isn't the prettiest thing on the road nor does it have a lot of bells and whistles. But it does its job and gets me from point A to point B with little difficulty. Granted I will have to drop a little money into it soon for suspension and perhaps a general ovehaul as the milage climbs but we all have to do that right? Not only that my car only cost like $130 a month, and that includes gas. I guess I'm becoming a tight wad in my old age or something. But lease? Why?Oh well just a general, HUH? For today

So I heard the funniest quote last night. Mind you this is coming from an “educated” college professor.

“Christianity would have come to pass even with out Jesus Christ, but it would not become a religion without Paul.”

Der? Okie okie aside from how lame that comment sounds. Doesn't the fact that the religion is named after Christ show that it would be in poor taste to keep the name without him? I mean these religions all believe that he was a part of some plan of salvation for them right? So how would Christianity have been created with out Christ in the first place? Now perhaps if Paul was such an intergral part of religion it would be called Paulianity. But not Christianity, how would they come about for that name with out Christ? Would they be chillin around a fire and be like well what should we call our religion? Uhhhhh how bout the rock, or maybe ummm…oh oh oh Apostles and me! Nonononononono AH!@, CHristianity! WHy? It sounds kewl, DUH! Alright.

I hardly think that would have flown well. ANd what would he have preached about? How would he have gathered the disciples? I mean according to christianity it was Crhist who did this right? Soooooooo, I dunno education does always work for ya thats what I think *giggle* Besides he seemed stuffy and its always good to get a laugh from someone stuffy.