Life has always been staright forward for me. I always felt as if I had answers and knew what do do. But situations have come up where I find myself doing a things differently that I normally would. My reactions have changed as have some of my views. I don't know why or how but they have changed. Appearantly without my consent too, as I reflect on some of the issues I made choices on I think about how I would reacted even a couple weeks ago. Of course I could just say if we don't change we aren't growing. But at the same time some of these changes are not ones that I would think I would make in the normal process of growth.

Who knows, maybe it's for the best. But right now some questions i want answered and almost kind of need them answered. You know? Can't do anything about that I suppose. All I really know right now is that I just need to find some sort of solid stuff in this world. Who knows maybe I'll stumble across it someday.

New job?