And that's it. But I”m awake, how odd is that? There times when I would first wake up that I would stare at the wall that you see in my pic. Kind of just wonder what other people saw in it. Hehe here's an odd convo:

sanchezaj162324: so what is new in your life? new girl?
GlubGlub56: hahaha, nah new girl indicates even less money
GlubGlub56: can't afford one right now
sanchezaj162324: good point….it is really funny that a person has to think about money when he wants a girl friend
sanchezaj162324: they cost a lot….you could get a dog and it would be a lot cheaper and a lot more loyal and friendly
GlubGlub56: and they shed about the same
GlubGlub56: *chuckle*
sanchezaj162324: yeah that is ture
sanchezaj162324: true
GlubGlub56: I have to admit though most women smell better than a dog
sanchezaj162324: that is a valid point

You know I was thinking about the whole religion thing, and a quote came to mind.

“People who cease to believe in God or goodness all together still believe in the devil. I don't know why. No, I do indeed know why. Evil is always possible. And goodness is eternally difficult.”
Anne Rice, Interview with a Vampire

Very well put, I suppose it doesn't explain why people can be so lax in their beliefs, but its makes me feel good to know that someone has thought of it before. Straight up out!

DEVIL thy name is !!!!!
More random nuttiness:

GlubGlub56: I'm about to post our convo
Froggergirliee: this one?
GlubGlub56: yeah from the whole non-conformist thing
Froggergirliee: no where near as interesting as some of our others
GlubGlub56: yeah well as I said its just an inkling
Froggergirliee: hehe
GlubGlub56: dood reading it all over agin makes me laugh
GlubGlub56: its easier for me to hear our voices
Froggergirliee: lol
Froggergirliee: imagine talking?
GlubGlub56: der?
Froggergirliee: like really talking
GlubGlub56: whoa
GlubGlub56: right over me head
Froggergirliee: happen a lot?
Froggergirliee:
GlubGlub56: hehehe
GlubGlub56: yeah I once thought of building a wall to try and catch em
GlubGlub56: they were just at too high of an altitude to catch though
Froggergirliee: lol
Froggergirliee: rofl
GlubGlub56: you dressin up for halloween?
Froggergirliee: I want to
Froggergirliee: but I have no ideas
GlubGlub56: yeah I have a cou[ple
GlubGlub56: but I would never be able to pull em off
GlubGlub56: I was thinking the tick
GlubGlub56: but he's rather muscular and well…white
GlubGlub56: *laugh*
Froggergirliee: LOL
Froggergirliee: that would be funny as hell
GlubGlub56: oh oh I could be like the old tick
GlubGlub56: or the old elvis
Froggergirliee: I just need a camera
GlubGlub56: por que?
GlubGlub56: *laugh*
GlubGlub56: I just say that Zest commercial
GlubGlub56: that old lady in the elevator cracks me up
Froggergirliee: huh?
GlubGlub56: er….saw
GlubGlub56: The New Scent of Bob commercial
GlubGlub56: you seen it?
GlubGlub56: everybody keeps sniff him cuz he “smells so good”
GlubGlub56: hahahaha
GlubGlub56: snickers cruncher
GlubGlub56: the guys sellin lil talkin doll thingies which say stuff
Froggergirliee: too much tv for you
GlubGlub56: “I think our sisters pretty”
GlubGlub56: “wussup?”
Froggergirliee: lol
GlubGlub56: “not if you were the last man on earth”
GlubGlub56: and people are stoppin on em
GlubGlub56: its great!
GlubGlub56: yeah mayhap a bit too much Tis Vis
Froggergirliee: just a little
GlubGlub56: hey I lead a boring life
GlubGlub56: I need something to fill that void
Froggergirliee: that's what you have me for
GlubGlub56: lets see
GlubGlub56: Heather or funny ass TV
GlubGlub56: *weighing options*
Froggergirliee signed off at 3:21:04 AM.
Froggergirliee signed on at 3:21:07 AM.
Froggergirliee: that sucked
GlubGlub56: well I didn't intend to weigh my options so long
Froggergirliee: kernel error
Froggergirliee: EEP!!
GlubGlub56: but I put in a new movie, got more cookies and killed all the lights
Froggergirliee: lol
GlubGlub56: eck the kernel is going AWOL!
Froggergirliee: lol
GlubGlub56: but I decided I prefer you
Froggergirliee: awwwww
GlubGlub56: the TV doesn't look as good in tight jeans
Froggergirliee:
Froggergirliee: kiss up
GlubGlub56: and 10lb breasts how can you go WRONG?!?
GlubGlub56: *laugh*
GlubGlub56: yeah wel like I said I gotta get al tha brownie points I can
Froggergirliee: rofl
GlubGlub56: I tend to burn em quick with my smart ass
Froggergirliee: hehe
Froggergirliee: see if you were going to post a convo, that would be funny
Froggergirliee:
GlubGlub56: though is it really considered smart if I keep puttin my foot in my mouth

So here is an inkling of how convos with go:

Froggergirliee: whatever
Froggergirliee:
GlubGlub56: hehe
GlubGlub56: something I can sink my teeth into finally
GlubGlub56: good lord
Froggergirliee: LOL
GlubGlub56: all the tick sites I'm going to don't exist anymore
Froggergirliee: hehe
Froggergirliee: sorry
Froggergirliee: So I want a new tatoo
GlubGlub56: oh yeah?
GlubGlub56: whatcha want?
GlubGlub56: and where?
Froggergirliee: yeah
Froggergirliee: same area, opposite side
GlubGlub56: kewl
GlubGlub56: so whatcha feel like?
Froggergirliee: something pagan
GlubGlub56: *nod*
GlubGlub56: ohhh something intricate
GlubGlub56: like a nifty cletic cross
GlubGlub56: er…celtic
Froggergirliee: I want to look up some wiccan symbols and see
GlubGlub56: *nod*nod*
GlubGlub56: haha so I was talking to this self proclaimed “non-conformist”
GlubGlub56: and she sent me a pic of her tatoo and I was like hey didn't I see that at my local tatoo shop in their lil book with the number 65?
GlubGlub56: you know a joke
GlubGlub56: but she tells me I'm right she picked it off the wall
GlubGlub56: non-conformist, hey?
GlubGlub56: heh
Froggergirliee: rofl
GlubGlub56: and Golum doesn't sound anything like I remember, when I watched this cartoon when I was younger
Froggergirliee: lost me there
GlubGlub56: oh I'm watching the Return of the King cartoom
Froggergirliee signed off at 2:20:17 AM.
Froggergirliee signed on at 2:20:21 AM.
Froggergirliee: der
GlubGlub56: wb
Froggergirliee: ??
Froggergirliee: duh
Froggergirliee: nvrmind
Froggergirliee: brain fart
GlubGlub56: hehe
GlubGlub56: yeah they make funny noises sometimes
Froggergirliee: LOL
GlubGlub56: those brains
Froggergirliee: they do the darndest things
GlubGlub56: yeah well appearantly I haven't been in contact with mine for many ayear
Froggergirliee: LOL
Froggergirliee: *yawn*
GlubGlub56: someone gettin sweepy?
Froggergirliee signed off at 2:36:07 AM.
Froggergirliee signed on at 2:36:16 AM.
Froggergirliee: jeez
GlubGlub56: wow
GlubGlub56: server no like NPH
Froggergirliee: no kidding
Froggergirliee: lol
GlubGlub56: No net for YOU!
Froggergirliee: guess not
GlubGlub56: bummer I was enjoying pointless convos
Froggergirliee: yeah well…
Froggergirliee:
GlubGlub56: hehehe
GlubGlub56: yeah well is that all you have to say?
Froggergirliee:

Its just kinda there ya know and you just kind of live it and enjoy it from time to time right? So why is it that the majority of the populace seems to be a bit sad. AT all times not just with times of great calamity. Does life seem so bleak? Does it just not seem to be worth any happiness at all?

Lately I've been a bit of a funk, and the recent events seem to have heightned that effect. Right now I'm tired, tired of defending my point of view. Tired of attempting to show others a different perspective. And most of all I'm tired of dealing with bullshit and close minded assholes. I mean go figure. It all kinda culminated into a long Sat night of me staring at the grass in front of my apt and wishing I had a cig. I had plans to go out, but regretfully I punked out and proceeded to decline all offers to go out last night. It started with me getting home and thinking about what kind of person could go to such extreme acts, and moved on to the state we are in. This blind war state, do we even have a target? If we are dealing with terrorists what good would “WAR” do? The most we could do is make people suffer as we have, but make those suffer who had nothing to do with it. I don't know this is just irking me.

Another thing that seemed to peev me was how people rushed to church because of catastrophe. I don't know but,if you need answers or comfort in believing in that greater power why do you just run to it at convenience. To many preachers and not enough livers I guess is is my complaint. Kinda irks me as well, you know those who seem to misrepresent who and what they are. So here I am at my parents after a nice dinner and great dessert of cookies! Think about these things and realizing I shouldn't be down or angry about these things. They will work themselves out as they always seem to. I think what I need most is a cig. Got one ?

Here is a funny quote:

Women are the goalies of sex. Men are taught to keep taking shot after shot, meanwhile the women are doing all they can to block: kicksaves, glovesaves, sticking it to the side of the net. Men will do anything they can to score a goal even if they knock it in off of another defender because men can be satisfied with only a few goals.