I am, and I have finally realized this, I sit around a brood, I do nothing to make myself happy. So I'm back to I'm gonna make my life freakin fantabulous! Sounds like fun, right? I'm sure you're asking yourself, how the hells will he pull this off? Well you see I plan on doing this in one of two ways:

The first being, totally deluding myself and not allowing reality to make its mark on my psyche and just ignoring all the bad in the world. Granted this method is probably the beginnings to re-admittance to a psychiatric ward, it should prove fun non the less. (Think about it, once yer in you can do what ever you want because well, yer crazy) I've hear that statement and my name put together many a time. Might as well just prove em all right.

The second method takes a lot more effort on my part:

I go around in my new found happiness and attempt to share it with those I come in contact with, a simple smile or a kind word and a quick shared laugh. In doing so I am in essence creating a new atmosphere. This atmosphere should theoretically follow me and spread, and when I have this sphere of good will I will be content and will make other happy.

Personally, I like the deluding party right now, as I said its gonna be tough with the second option but, hey I guess thats a bit of life right? Ah well Im outta here, just needed to make a bit of a watse of space.