I ride and a half!
This week, whoa! Thats about all I can think….though, this morning it was more like holy crap! The thought running through my mind was I have a GF! EEP! I mean I'm not single any more, am I gonna be a good guy? Am I gonna screw things up? Do I see a future with said gf? I dunno it was like it all kinda hit me today, don't ask me why, or how, but it did and it frlipped me out. I was on the verge of sayin lets just end it and be friends again. Luckly I have people around me who listen to me and my fears and smack me upside tha head and tell me to chill out. Yeah she was one of em, but it was like muy scary, and my feeble mind couldn't handle it. You have to realize Ima kidd who advertisers love, its brightly colored and flashes I want it. Or if it entertains me for more than a half hour I wanna meet the creator. Speaking of which I dare you to IM Smarterchild. Hehe silly AIM robot, that thing had me entertained for almost a solid hour. Then it started spewing things about how it could help me, that was no fun.
Anywho back to the freak out problem. Yeah maybe it just dawned on me that I'm not single anymore, I mean I've been single for a looooong time, and my last gf was a total psycho….Am I experiencing the fear of a repeat? Does she strike me as the type who has the potential to go nuts and totally screw me over like my ex? Ohhhhhhhhhh thats gotta be it, its ex related. BLAH!!!! BLAH to my ex!!!! ANyway like I said I got smacked around and now I'm better, but whooaaaaaaaaaaa! I have a gf! EEPA!
Time to celebrate boyos!!!!!
If I ever have a chance, I'm gonna make sure I can afford a festiva….why you may ask…Well because I like skates
Rachel in tha UK while drunk
Silly Brits……
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