Quivering, biting at the bit, waiting for escape.
Not wanting to be here but needing money.
Looking for prospects, but all those I find are too late or just in the wrong area.
Ah well what can you do right?!? Just pick up move on and hope for the best.

I've been sick this past weekend, not very fun let me tell you, yet it was ok since I spent most of the time with . Granted she is coming down with my cold, it was still nice to be there with her. Friday sucked because I was supposed to see Taun-taun as one of my previous posts said. Well jackie made it over and Vanda was taking a while to get to my apt so I suggested Jackie go pick up taun-taun the guest of honor, she agreed and we said Martini Grille, well apparantly ALb has two Martini Grilles or the ground opened up and swallowed Jackie and Taun-taun. EEP! Cuz I didn't see either of em all night oh well twas fun. Til we got to Denny's and mah gurlie got sick and commandeered Vanda for the bathroom. Kinda sucks cuz Josh and I were typical guys and ate like pigs. So was the sickest I've ever seen and we went home, lets say it was a half hour trip from car seat to front door, then another 15 to bed, ywah good night *wink*wink* All I can say is glad it wasn't me. I'm still disappointed bout Jackie and taun-taun though.

Saturday was okie but I felt a bit icky and called in, and then slept most of the day, and woke up just in time to see The Rakes of Mallow at the Blue Dragon, as always I love their neat lil tripped out take on jazz and latin music. Fun fun I felt like crap the moment we arrived, but I got better and the night turned out to be okie.

Sun sick as a dawg and whining like a lil bitch to my gf all day. I'm sorry I know I was a whiney lil bastard.

Mon- couldn't sleep all night Sun night soooooo wasated the day sleeping and playin FFVIII when I woke up, figured I should start all over and give myself a bit of a head start, whoot whoot!!!

Today, ready for home and can't wait to spend a lil tie wit mah gurlie.
I ahve found that with life the only thing that matters is experience. Whether it be experiencing all there is to experience or just finding something that makes you happy. As for being down or low, you gotta know the lows before you can know the highs, right?!? You gotta know all opposite before you can know what we really want I suppose. Never look for what you want, just work for it and somehow, almost magically it will hit you, at least thats the way its worked for me. I'm bored and I need some food, latah all