Archive for December 12th, 2001

WOW…

December 12th, 2001 | Category: Uncategorized

This guy has lotsa love for Linux, and I thought I found it kewl:

Yeah this is kinda fun

Linux linux linux, well its fun

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Penis Envy and things of that sort

December 12th, 2001 | Category: Uncategorized

So last night I had a wierd drive home. First off, lemme tell ya I am a Saturn driver. I drive one of the most gutless cars you can ever imagine cruising along in. So I pull up to a stop light and sit there jammin down to Def Tones, and I see the Intrepid and Mustang to the left and right of me inching forward, well the light turns green and me in my excited state hit tha gas. I left them back at the line, whoot whoot, but then they caught up cuz well they have more powerful cars, Intrepid blows by like Im standing still and the stang prepared to do the same when it seemed to lose power as I shifted from 2nd to 3rd, and I once again passed the mustang, then he blew by me to get stuck at the next red light, where the Intrepid waited, this time both cars were reving their engines and just itching to get goin again. Im still jammin so when it hits green Im gone and smoek em both, whoot whoot!!! Same situation, Intrepid blows by and Mustang makes its impotent attempt to blow by me again, he finally hits something right in fourth and blows by me, but I think it was funny. I mean he really had something to prove with the Saturn beating him *grin* Penis Envy to the max…..

Later, I was posed with an interest question, that of having a child. I dunno if she would want me to post this, but its on my mind. I mean yes I think Im ready to be a daddy, you konw the heart thing, but the head says make sure you have future plans with said person. Oh, well it was an interesting convo, and just very surreal in the fact that I didn't expect to be having this convo so soon. But at the same time its kind of expected, I dunno, right now I think we should just wait an see, if it happens it happens, sometimes you just gotta let fate decide right?!?

Ok so Im bored and tired of whiny people I propose a fix and they whine about it cuz they are paying for something else…DER?!? You pay for connectivity, we simply supply software for convenience, if it doesn't work and we suggest using a real piece of software, there is normally a good reason. It is more stable sir, BLAH, so he gets all bent cuz he doesn't like my answers and Im not bending over backwards for him. Yeah who ever the fuck came up with “The Customer is always right” should be shot, hung, drawn, and quartered. They weren't counting on the thieving bastards and cheap ass dumb asses that exist in todays world. Bah, that just irked me to no end I need to cheer up again. Time to blow things up in Tank Killer!!!!! Outtie solid outtie

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I think my head hurts

December 12th, 2001 | Category: Uncategorized

So I got my next step in my write ups for attendance…Whoops! Normally I'm a hardworker and try to get all done within the guidelines set forth, but I have been bent over so many times by this company, when I saw loopholes I took em. Unfortunately, I recieved a new supervisor who cares about such things as attendence and how I do my job. Fortunately, he's got a good heart so I'm only on my second offense rather than my final written warning, you know one more offense and separation , not good right about now. Oh, well Ima work a tad harder to meet the things they want me to fix, right, right, or who knows, but I'll try.

I sit here and think about how happy I felt while not in a relationship, I mean I hit lonley times from time to time, but I never felt like I had to worry about anybody else's feelings. Once I got my new gf I realized I had to take her feelinsg into account, and think about my actions or reactions to things. They effect people in new and different ways in how they effect me. As I've told a lot of friends, I have a past Im not proud of and I also have problems with actually listening to my gfs or really even caring about em. Until now, and as I explored this new relationship with this whole communication thing, it seemed to take more effort than I was willing to put forth. Especially when it seemed like things or requests were, in my opinion a bit unreasonable. Now I listen a bit more and I seem to react a lil less quickly and rashly. This really seems to make the relationship blossom and seem very much worth it. I dunno, this is new and interesting and Im ready to figure more things out in the world. All I know is when I keep talking about finding things out and trying to experience the world I think this is a really big part.

Oooooookay random babbles and pointless thought strings, I seem to have a lot of those lately. Especially when dreams are concerned or my trying to make an important point with people Im talking too, I make less sense the more I explain. Or their face gets more of that what ever dood look. Who knows, all I really know right now is I'm happy and nothing seems to make sense anymore. *le sigh* My head hurts, but I get to go home now YAY!!!!!

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