Of the world is skewed, as is most of the things which involve me or have anything to do with being a part of me. I can't imagine what the world would be like through another's eyes, I can't imagine not being able to see the world as I see it. I really couldn't imagine not being able to share that world with . It would make life so bland and useless. I keep sitting here and thinking that job will appear shortly, and it appears as if it might be. I had an interview which went very well this morning and hopefully the other interviewees will BOMB!! Heh, I really shouldn't be thinking thoughts like that, but ya know survival of the one who actually came pay his bills and such.

I think in colors, I think in textures, I've realized this because a lot of the food I don't like or eat is not normally anything to do with taste, but more of texture and coloring, it seems to really make or break the food that I am attempting imbibe. I think there is a lot about cooking that I do differently from the world too, take cooking with for example. I don't think there is one time we've ever agreed on how to cook any type of dish, we always have differeing opinions. Fun, yet irritating, as it seems like there is always something to criticize when I cook, or some comment about how Im not doing it right. Irks me for but a moment, but ya know still irksome from time to time.

Yeah I know, kind of a cop out but it really only irks me for that moment and its gone, as she is fond of saying, Im just wierd, or as most others say it, a freaq of nature. I always will be and hopefully people will see the world as I do and experience it, maybe we'd have a few more happy peeps.