Uve realized that within the past week I've been ultra grumptified because of piddily things and that I've seemed to have over reacted about a lot of things that are said in passing. But ya know all I can really say is if I am reacting or have something to say about it, its normally because it really bugs me at the time. I realized this as I talked to a co-worker today and was like ya know almost everything I say is what I mean to come out of my mouth, except when drunk or really really tired, I'd say sick, but normally illness doesn't affect me that much. I admit this week hasn't gone exactly as planned, I mean I was expecting to see alot more of than I normally do, but in all actuality I think I saw less of her this week. bad timing and such I'll admit but still you would think that our paths would cross more that they did this week. I felt bad as I went to work this morning cuz she said she would visit me at work and I didn't want her too because I knew I would be ultra grumpy. Well that turned out to not be the case, I had great people in the morning show and got tipped out PHAT!!!!! Then our second show started and people were grumpy, but I kinda let it slide off, because well, I got into work almost 15 mins late and I still had a job. But the bestest thing happened in the middle of the second show.

MY BAY BEE SHOWED UP WITH MY FAVORITE BROWNIES!!!!!!!

OMG!!! It was bliss that just turned my day around, until I realized I would be there for ever because of my late arrival, DOH! But it didn't turn out to be so bad once the second show was over and we were oepn to the public I got great people in my sectin except for on bastard table, who will get theirs, this I know, because karma is a bitch isn't it?!? So I made great money and even though I wasn't cut til close to 11:30 tonight I think it went well and I made good money, but my feet hurt and I was soooooooo happy to be home, I got all kinds of free swag and I might win a contest nobody really knew about, so its all good. All I really know is Im so glad my bay bee came in today it made me realize how lil I saw of her and how much she does lil things to keep me happy Rob. So in honor of that I'm gonna do my best to get rid of sad mrosoe grumpy Rob and find that happy Rob I once knew. Oh yeah and everybody at work loves her because of said brownies, as I've said before. Everybody at work loves her and has adopted her. As well as most of them looking forward to our impending wedding. Yeah I love this girl, even though my actions and words may not always say it and communicate it, I really do love you , thanks for sharing a part of your life with me.