Lately I've felt that my life seems to be one big soap opera. Tempers flare and in the back of ones mind revenge is planned. Or the fact that things don't go ones way we need to MAKE it go our way. Its irked me to no end, yet at the same time, Im sure I've been no small bpart of this fiasco. Today I left in a bit of a rush and Im sure it seemed rush to cuz I normally hug her and say good bye for a while, but I had to go and just ran out. She said this this evening when I finally got off and went to help her get out of work just tofind that they had finished everything that I normally do for them. But this whole evening was great it was like the old days were she and I were perpetually happy and goofy the whole evening. I know thats why I choose to be with her and hope that she will continue to stay with me. All I can really say is I hope things continue on this good track we have goin right now. Spring is here and we have yet to see a spring together, so we shall see, but Im sure things will work out as always, kinda sickening how happy we are isn't it?!? Im sure people are kinda blahed by our good fortune of finding each other, yet, she does make me happy, she does make me complete, she is my Anam Cara, or soul friend, I've had this dream of having a party titled as such as the reception of my wedding, rave rave rave. Ah well dreams dreams dreams right?!? Hehehe, but yeah Im bored drunk and thinking I should go to bed since I have to be at work at 10:30AM