Well his weekend was kewl cuz it was my bday, it was good took me on a pinic in the mountains and it was kewl kewl to get away.. Then we came home and tried to clean for the festivities. Needless to say Im not getting that drunk for a very long time. After that evening I've had time to think about and re-evaluate how I handle the world at large. I mean there is a lot of stuff under my skin right now and I normally talk about it but this has been there until I finally let it all go Sat night. Baaaaaas day, lemme tell ya Im a right punk when I get that drunk and I have beef with tha world. I always forget that Im not always the fun lovin kidd of yore. The only things I can say for sure are these things:

1) Sorry and at the same time thank you for taking care of me as I saw the inside of my stomach, it'll be yer turn soon! ;P
2) No matter how much you drink the hang overs are always worse the day after.
3) Rugby players aren't bad blokes, they just have a sucky team *pthb*
4) Never spend more than $20 on your own bday (cuz as I looked at my depleted funds today I started to wonder if I would need to sell blood to make bills.)
5) Only drnink at work if you plan on hearing all the stories of what an ass you were (This didn't happen to me but it happened to a co-worker, I learned my lesson vicariously)
6) I love that woman of mine she's like tha bestest
7) It was kewl of to drop by just to say happy bday to me
8) It was great to see
9) I finally got to see my best friend, hopefully we'll hang out a lil more often
10) I think is tryin to avoid me *smirk*
11) Last of all appletini's taste as good comin up as they do goin down

Yes a wise weekend lemme tell ya, the most important thing was the fact that my family cares for me as does mah bay bee. I think I like that feelin of belonging to people. Kinda funny since I've gone through life being a loner, I never needed people before and never cared if they were there or not. But now I crave that feeling of belonging, I want to know that people actually care or might miss me. Ah well what can ya do right?!?