I was lamenting the walk and such but it turned out to be pretty good. It only took me about and hour or so to get home, there was sporatic shade so it was never really badand I didn't die. I was able to walk through some residential areas near this place, WHOA! There are some nice houses and kewl setupsfor backyards. I can't wait to have a house now because I have some great ideas. Now before you ask kiddo I did have a bottle of water *PTHB*. I figured if you weren't gonna let me ride my bike without one I would need one for a walk. Its always kinda funny how my body can be dorman but it can get back into form for bike riding or walking. Granted its slow and hard in the beggining but it takes less time for me to get back into the shape I was before. The only bad part was I wasn't in great shape before I became a beer swilling floor slug this summer. *chuckle* oh well the bike riding and such should help real soon. I had an amusing anecdote I saw when I was on my way home but apparantly I have holes in my brain. Out…

rocks! Everybody should visit her at work! We can catch children and sell them into bondage! Im an update whore right now.

So Im done Im bored and I really really don't wanna walk home, it's too hot I might melt. Although it could be said since my ancestry includes pueblo indians I was kind of built for this weather. I may be built for it but that doesn't mean I freakin like living in it. I was also built for beer guzzling in winter climates, so what does that tell you? I think Im more white than I am Native American, or I could just be the apple which one of my co-workers called me. Red on the outside and white in the middle, yep Im tha biggest apple out there. I think Im gonna layout at the pool today, or I could try and get a hold of some boxes. Ummmmmmmmmmmm, you offered some boxes does that stand?!? I need to pack more cuz like we have nothing packed but have like 8 boxes full of stuff. Ohhhhh I suppose I should head home and get the dishes done so we can pack those as well. I also need to make sure my cousin and my family can help with the move Sun and Mon. I dunno if will be able to camp, but if she is anybody wanna help me finish up and clean up next weekend?!? There's beer and alcohol involved if not I think Ima be there for a long time YECH! Anybody anybody?!? So these computers at TVI are wack bitches just like normal computers at home. Ahhhhhhh I feel right at home. Alright enough, some more comments then off like a wack bitch!

Alright so I was blowing off some steam and I thought I was just mumbling to myself this morning. But heard it and took a bit of offense. Yes, whot I said was kind and lame and stupid, but I just needed to murmur it to myself. I never meant to subject my beautiful fiance to the horrors of the bus system. I was just grumpy this morning and the fact that I was gonna have to walk home from school was irksome. *le sigh* I used to be a nice tired guy before this, now Im bitter and hate waking up. Hrm….coincidence?!? So I apologized and asked her to get my bus pass because according to their website they only sell the college passses on the UNM campus. I love that woman and I hope she will see fit to forgive me for my grumpy remarks this morning. So now Im in my HTML class and I've already finished one of my projects due for homework while my poor professor deals with dumb people who don't know whot source code is or how to save the file to their floppies. YECH! At least I have some clue and seem somewhot coputer literate. Ah well, off to ignore his lecture and finish the rest of my projects for this unit.

So apparantly they were right when they said that physical labor will help you forget your woes. I mean granted it wasn't hard physical labor, but sadly it showed us just how un prepared we are for the move. I used every single box we had and we barely packed all our books and closet clothes and linens, YIPE! Me thinks we shoulda started this daunting task much sooner.

So my life has gotten a little hectic and I think the stress is beggining to take its toll on sucks, but now that I back in school and have been demoted back down to grunt, peon, waiter I think its time for a bit of a pity ass kicking. Let's sart a little while back shall we?

I got into all the classes I wanted though it meant I had to go to school 6 times a week. Not bad and I figured a couple days of school wouldn't kill me too much if I had to work full time. Besides I had my raise to help cover the slack or so I thought. I started school and I destest school I've never liked it and I really can't stand being in class listening to lectures when there are so many other ways to learn that are enjoyable. So school sucks. I have to share a car, this would not be bbad except for the fact that I thought of an interesting new wrinnkle today. After I drop H off and park in South Lot, how the hell is she supposed to drive it since my spare key is at the title loan places and how is she supposed to find it amongst all the other cars. I have a hard enough remembering where it is and I park the mofo. So another quandry in my school revival. I pick her up on my days off, nothing too hard there, but it doesn't leave me much time to get much else done. I know I should be doing things when we get home after that, but I feel so drained spending that much time in the car running errands or just trying to get things together for school. I need to get moving and get packing so we can starty moving. I know this but somehow it feels as if Im the one who has to motivate. I mean here I am working all the time and trying to make sure bills are paid and whot not, but it feels as if Im supposed to to take care of everything else when I get home. Am I going insane? Am I just thinking too much or whining too much? I think thats why I rebelled on Fri, as shitty and fucked up as it was, I seriously hadn't meant to be out so long and whot not, I think subconciously Imy brain may have thought I just needed time to me and my friends. Thats one thing Ive been tending to miss lately, me time. Just time where I can blast my music of movies and just enjoy it to enjoy it. Being responsible sucks, but its kewl at the same time because you can say hey look I did it and Im responsible. ARGH! I hate my brain when it does this. Anywho on to the work issue.

So I have started and school and that leaves me with an availability of seven nights and one day. Hey I gave em all I could. However the powers that be decided that one day wasn't enough. I need at least two to keep my farkin raise and promotion. WTF?!? I took this position under the impression that I was there to train when I could and whot not and run the place when people go on vacation. I spose I was mistaken. So I guess they won't miss me when I take time off to see my lil one pop out. I mean seriously Im short one measly day and they take away my promotion? How is this retaining employees?!? Yeah Bad Monkey no cookie…HOW DARE YOU GO OUT AND TRY TO BETTER YOURSELF! Yeah I wanna be a professional waiter, Im sure you can all tell with my sunny disposition and how I treat my customers. So now I don't have that raise and they only scheduled me once this week. Ummmmmmm I said school not death! UGH! So Im grumpy about that.

I haven't been able to sleep well lately and Im just generally not a happy camper. Im hope to hell H doesn't feel the same, but if she does I hope she is able to talk about it with me as always. I think I just needed to vent because I really don't talk to anybody outside of H lately. Yeah I feel a lil better now hope I didn't clog up to many friends pages with this.

Unfortunately that is a part of me that I will never be able to shake. However, I figure I should log on and give a quick update, since my gurlie did and I used to post a wee bit more than she did. So where shall we begin….Ah yes.

I now have a position at work I am their newest Staff Trainer and I feel good and bad at the same time for it.
Reasons I feel good about it:

1) They think I kick ass in every sense of the word when it comes to waiting tables there
2) The Floor Manager said that they created this position with me specifically in mind to take it
3) I will get to get my hands on another training program
4) I love helping my FM and MOD's
5) I have to take a training class with all the other managers and I since I love them I think we'll have fun
6) I got a farkin raise, kind of piddling, yet the fact that I get paid more than most other servers makes me happy
7) It will look good on a resume
8) It means I will have some Manager On Duty shifts while my FM and one of the MODs is on vacation this Dec.

Reasons I don't really feel good about it:

1) I have a more likely chance of dealing with the owners of said restaurant now
2) I have more responsibility on the floor as well as training these cats (meaning supposedly turning em into the “badass” I am)
3) There is another “trainer” and she rocks, but she's not getting the monetary compensation I am
4) Someone I feel like I may be working on the place's web site now, *le sigh*
5) Paperwork (Need I say more?)

As you can see the pros outweigh the cons, but some of the cons are doozies. I mean the other trainer I like this kidd and she is a great trainer and spiffy person, but since we have four people being trained right now we are both making a lot less than we normally would. Like tonight this was the shift that I followed this trainee around on and we got slammed, I walked with about $75 dollars, which woulda come out to about $90 or so had I not bought a shirt and both our dinners. How, had I done the shift I could have walked with $120-150, hrm big difference in experience and such. This is where my piddling raise is supposed to compensate, yet I wouldn't mind that extra money I woulda made. Now, turning people in the “badass” waiter I am, its kinda something you have to have nothing that can really be taught. Yeah I sound like a schmuck, but how many people do you know that can insult a table and have them laugh at it. How many people can get their tables to tip em $10 for lil' pelvic thrusts made at their shoulder level? (I know whot yer thinkin I'll write about the story next) This is how I make my tips and how I suppose they think I kick ass, that and I work hard, on busy nights I will sweat like there is now tomorrow and I will have a shirt with plenty of spill stains because I run at full speed( or near it) with stacks of dishes and cups that I've picked up from my section and others sections. All right enough horn tootin. The last prob I really have is the working more with the owners, I detest one and I can barely get along with the other when it comes to work issues. Why?!? I dunno I can't stand anal retentive people who don't really know how to do the job that I'm doing?!? Neither has waited tables, yet they feel it is appropriate to tell me how to do my job and sit on their ass, I unfortunately have let “Well if it bothers you that much why don't you take care of it, I have customers to take care of” slip out a few too many times. Not only that one of them fired Heather, through out Floor Manager, the farkin bitch couldn't even do the firing herself. *deep breath* All right, on to lighter things.

Ok now an explanation to the pelvic thrusts. and came into my work last night and I gave em good happy funtime service. They sat on our upper patio and only had to share it with a couple that came in shortly after they did. I got a good tip off these righteous babes. So the only way I can think of to show appreciation is to hug her and do minor pelvic thrusts. This amuses both females at the table and Im happy, well much to my dismay they leave and I am forced to talk to my last table on the patio. The woman at that table asks me how she can get pelvic thrusts of the like kind. I say $10. She says That's all?!? I say, Yep their on sale today and very “fresh”. She laughs and plops $10 down. I chuckle say, I was just kidding. She just sits there so I grab said 10 and proceed with hug/pelvic thrusts. She then asks how much for a kiss. I then answer those are only reserved for that beautiful girl in the overalls, you know I figure it only fair since she's carrying my future spawn(child). The woman turns red and now I have an entertaining story to tell all. Whoot whoot.

Now for my life:

I am officially back in school, hoping to move soon and wishing I didn't feel so guilty about my promotion. Other than that I do lead a boring life HONEST!