A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep, sho nuff, there is a new life in the world. She was born last night 6:52PM, lil Riley, she’s out and about, had a few complications, but she is recovering…I am just loggin on to say this and say see ya’ll, if you guys in town wanna see her, just give a call she knows all tha deets of when and where. Latahs all

Tired and lame I know but I figured it looked kewl
Many thanx to for the idea on the banner…the only difference I can really think of is he probably hardcoded the colors, while I left them open for possible use by others…who knows lemme know what you thinks

I just sat there staring as I couldn’t sleep. I stared at my reflection and tried to get myself to fall asleep. It wasn’t working, but as I stared at that drained, haggard, chubby visage I thought about a few things. What has really made me what I am today. I have a lot of great stories for friends when we are drinking and bragging, yet they seem sort of hollow when I think about telling them to my daughter. I’ve done and seen a lot of things as well as felt a few things that have helped me see the world in a different life. I don’t think anything that has happened to me has destroyed my world view in anyway. Each new experience has helped open my eyes to a new point of view and a new aspect of beauty. I sound like some sort of wacked out earth mother thats been drinking too much when I talk like this, but it is rare when I talk about what I think about and try to communicate how I see the world. Read more

Im finally tired at the right time. I’ve been having troubles with my sleeping patterns lately and lots of trouble keeping my cool. I’ve become irritable and very moody. I hit my breaking point of being the great bf and future husband when hit the hospital with her pre-term labor. I think it just hit me hard that I am going to have to get out there and make sure my family has enough to survivie on as well as work me arse off in school to make sure my family has a good future. I spazzed and well there were a couple bad days here, which I hope to never repeat, just because I don’t like being mad and I don’t like being mad at her. Breaking point was the fact that I was and felt sick when we were supposed to go to our birthing class. I just tried and tried to get moving but I couldn’t I felt that bad, she thought I was just being lazy and not wanting to go, I did. Oh well, all is in the past, both of us were stressed and frazzled and we both realized this when we finally talked this week. So I’ve decided that talkin is good and not as bad or burdensome to the recipient as I once thought. I am almost normal, well normal for me right now, the only thing I can think of at this moment is mayhap that Im well kinda off. I mean I did get sick and came down and still feel like Im a bit ill, but it wasn’t so much an illness as a change of who I am. I just felt hollow and lost. AGAIN. gds, I hate it when that feeling comes over me, I mean I really have no reason for it right now and hope to not have any reason in the future. Read more

New lj friend!

Yep thatss er
So click here or here

And it doesn’t like me so I think we are at a happy eye to eye sort of deal….or was it eye for an eye? What ever the reason I just had to post because I haven’t posted for a while and in that while a lot has happened. Where to begin, hrm, well lemme think…oh yeah Read more