I saw my first roach in our building last night as I did some laundry. It was quite funny, it kind of reminded me of that scene in Beetlejuice where the roach is all huge and is like, “Hi, how ya doin?”. I went about my business and put my clothes in the washer, when I realized it had climbed to about eye level on the wall. So I took off my sandal and tried to swat him. He escaped by dropping to the floor, no big deal. I left and let my clothes wash. I went back down at the end of the drying cycle of my first load and noticed there is no roach to be found. That’s when I looked up for some strange reason and saw a roach falling at great speed towards me complete with the imagined high pitched “BANZAI!”. Read more

I recieved an email from one of my good friends that I had lost contact with. Silly how a simple revalation could lead to a break down in communication but it did. Though I really didn’t do much to prevent it. It was great to see her words although they seemed tinged with regret as well as a bit of jealousy at my eminent marriage. I can hardly fault her for her life has been hard in the past and it has only gotten harder. For these hard times ahead I can only extend my wishes for good luck and a fervent hope that things will get better for you kiddo. She is right however in that my moods still are cyclic, apperantly I can’t kick the curse of my genetics as I had once hoped. As I opened her email I got scared by the biting words that may have graced its electronic parchment. But I encountered none, just encouragement and congradulations on two great occurances in my life. I think I will keep in touch this time, as well as reply to her missive. I just had too write this here, because I needed to sort things out a bit before I replied. Again good luck kiddo, I will reply.

Dancing babies? Well you should see my daughter bust a groove to some of the phat jams we have playin right now, although she seems hungry now so see yas.

I’ve found a site that hasn’t made me lose all hope for teenagers in our society.

Sadly, the site was lost due to Angelfire purging the site

Here’s a couple gems from this linked page the page author is bold: Read more

Lately I’ve been kind of down. I’ve been thinking about and I think I have the answer to my problem. Im already missing my past life. I sat there thinking about it and looking at all my pictures, and I’ve gotten a few calls from friends asking me to go out and celebrate graduations or landmarks in their lives. It depesses me to know that I used to do all that on a whim. I used to travel and disappear for days at a time. Now. I have to grow up and be responsible. This new section of my life isn’t a disappoinment, nor is it something I loathe or regret. Read more

I really should, but I can’t really sleep, due to all the naps I took through out the day. I need to sleep because I work tomorrow morning and well Im not the greatest morning person. Im thinking it might finally be time to take my bike out and start riding it again, you know health reasons and all. Blah, I have really nothing interesting to say except maybe I should pass out. I think I’ll try.

Well the check has been cut. I have yet to physically drop it in the drop box. But it is now done! YaY! for me.

Ri actually finished more than 3/4ths of her cereal! Well I don’t know how much she actually swallowed but I know we dished out about 3/4ths. Read more