At least that's what I used to think, but lately there seemes to be an ever brightening light at the end of my proverbial tunnel. We are starting to look at cars and we are even considering trying to get one of those high interest rates to get a bit newer car. Just because we would be able to pay it off in January when Heather gets her money again. Im still weighing my options on picking up a part time job this sem while I wait to see if I can get any money for next sem. I really wanna head back to school, and get a real 9 - 5 job. Or at least a bit more stable one with a lil ass kissing.

I hit melt down yesterday when I got to work, I had a section I didn't want, but that was no big deal, what made it worse was the fact that a table t hat I hate was sitting there waiting for me to wait on them. I just lost it because I am a slave to my job and feel trapped right now. I could go get another job, but none would match the money I make waitin tables and we need everything I can pull in right now. Not only that the management likes me so they let me slide on a lot of stuff when it comes to my family. But other than my grumpy attitude for a half hour I think the night was a bit better. Well maybe, there is this table of regulars who tips like crap and they run your ass off. Well they sat in my section, the first part that annoyed me was the fact that they sat on the patio. It was windy and cool out there so I knew they would be running inside. Well they did so I had to bus two tables and search for them inside all for $5 on $43. YaY! GO DIE! Then my last table who was one of my first gave me $15 on $154, ohhhhhhhhhhh thank you, you too must DIE NOW! Gads what is with people if you are so tight with your money why are you even going out. Im suprised I don't hear tha cries of that's so expensive from these cheapskates. I know I did with the my four top that did 154 bones worth of damage. Yeah that's right that was a $9 margarita you were drinking. You pay for quality. I don't care if you can't taste the tequila, you really shouldn't if its a good one anyways. Shut up before I cut you off. Yeah I threatened to cut them off near the end. They invited me to come out and drink with them when I got off. I said sure, then they gave me no money. No thanks, not only that the band we had was too loud, so I hung out in back until the band was done. Luckly the cheap kids were gone. I didn't want to inflict them on any of my coworkers anyway.

Yeah other than 1 bad day life is looking up. Ri is mobile like a mug, tension is slowly easing out of our household and best of all I might actually get monies for school next sem. I can finally claim Ri as a dependant! I don't have to give her up to H this year ;P