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There you go bay bee. You're kind of cheap on the candy though I got more from our daughter.

All I can say is BAH! and MUST DIE! They stole candy! However I can totally understand I gave her the same thing. Muha!

Ok, so now I've run into a bit of a snafu, my wife has seemed to lost her drivers for her printer, whoooooops. Funny, Mandrake had the driver and we don't have it for windows. Tis humorous to me. Luckly, Canon has the driver available for download. Sadly it's 11.6MB. Really spiffy they also have the applications that are included on the disk available for download as well. SCHWEET! Sadly, these are pretty hefty again. I think I might want to get all this downloaded and make a new cd, you know for the next *cou-reinstall-gh* UGH! I shudder to think about that. I think I shall link the download page here, because my bookmarks seem to be broken in Opera, blargh, probably another corruption, just like my profile in OE. UGH! Luckly I was able to correct that one easily, baby let me know if you have issues with OE I know how to fix it and can do it easily later tonight. Oh yeah, My driver page and apps for the printer More happy geeky news, I just found Linmodems, I had forgotten the s last night, so now Im downloading the driver for my winmodem, YaY! Sadly, it's $14.95? For the full version. Fine with me, I just hope it works with the free version. I will be stuck with 14.4 speeds until I get money in my account and register, but to have a modem in linux will kick my ass! Yes I am in full geek mode. I also forgot to mention that I got to geek out with one of our cooks. Good gawd Im a dork, we talked about linux goodness, and the horrors of a Windows reinstall. Thank goodness for manufacturers allowing you to find the drivers on their sites. Ah well if I can get my modem to work in Mandrake Im one up on my uber geek cook. i will win this contest, How I heart you Linuxant. I will say that I did learn our modem is a Conexant during the reinstall, you can learn something new everyday!

It's quite cute as I type my daughter is sitting…er slouching on the couch and making al kinds of sounds and noises. She can now climb on and off the couch at will so you can look at her on the floor go grab something form the kitchen and find her happily sitting in the couch. Man she's a cutie. Want some goodness ?!? , go and bask. I shall go and try to get some house work done.

It has to be! I mean seriously I doubt many days could even come close to the suckiness I experienced. We will go no the assumtion that days start at midnight. Since i got that wild hair up my ass I got little sleep and was pretty out of it and not very friendly. Because of this I had my wife yell that she hated me in the wee hours of the morning as I tried to keep my sanity and put my lil girl back to sleep. Granted I was a jerk, but man I was running on almost no sleep, and I had already taken car of the wee one all day. Extreme duress can do many things to a relationship, luckly we have no car so I didn't go drigin around like I normally would after a fight and just stayed put. Good idea considering my extreme fatigue. Well the day went smoother, but my lil one was a bit of a grump due to her lack of sleep this morning. Strangely enough we persevered and just kept going. My wife cam home and we did our normal make up thing, we hug and say how it sucked then move on. Sadly none of the chores I had planned to do got done, because we took a nap while snuggling. I went to work expecting crap, but not the crap I recieved in huge amounts. I shall list them so you don't get bored with my long ass run on sentences.

• First table, extremely annoying
• Said table left me a $2 tip on $29
• Next table annoying as well
• $3 on $46 or so
• Next! Table of Natives, they walk on their $6 tab
• This wouldn't have bothered me had I made more than that before they dashed
• Bastards, no wonder I hate to admit Im Native
• The nest tables made up for it with 20% and higher tips
• However, my bartender is slower than a moose in molasses on a winter morning, so I stood around with my thumb up my ass waiting for drinks
• This reflected in the tips I recieved for most of the rest of the night
• I got another table who had a $78 tab when all was said and done I got a $5 tip from those bastards.
• I was stuck there til majorly late
• The bike ride home was full of small penised jerks honking their horns and yelling trying to get me to fall
• I just found out there is no driver written up for my modem in Mandrake, bummer

On the plus side however I did get a lot of fat tips from our pipers and the cast of The Rocky Horror Picture Show! YEAH! I also had a couple of my regs come in and lavish me with love and tips. I did well percentagewaise because I didn't leave til 1:30ish, but I just don't feel like starting another shift like I did this one. Oh I also saw this on my friends list, it's a great lil show you'll love it I promise. Click Here. Thanx . Well off to surf more porn, er…sleep.

Jimminy cripes! So I back up data to cd and rolled up my sleeves to begin the whoel reinstall of Windows. Well I got the reinstall done with a few problems with drivers and such, YaY! Now I pop in our data cd all programs on the cd are corrupt and random pic files are corrupt. SO far all text files seem to be fine but IM kind of afraid to deal with it right now. Im going to finish taking everything I can off the cd and then finally set up profiles. After that I may take a quick nap, probably not though. Im tempted to install Mandrake 9.1. I figure I might as well go whole hog with this clean install, I had to re download this lj client and Im going to have to redownload my ftp program. As it stands now my guestbook and message board are on the fritz. DAYAM YOU NT! DAYAM YOU! When I was on a linux server all was well. I think they should just move me back because the NT server bugs me. ALright time to finish pulling files and such then the profile split happens. I think I got everything installed we absolutely need. Except Publisher, I couldn't find it on our disks, I think you might have to fix that lil snafu bay bee. ALright outtie and gonna rock.

So my hosting services were gobbled up by an ISP, blargh. So what happens my admins tell me, my sight as well as my wifes should only be down for a day or so. Well here it is like 2 days after the fact that I finally realized it was all KaKed up! So everybody who may have commented or even written me an email Im sorry you got a whole lotta nothin. We just got our email functioning again and have yet to get our sites back up. I hope to get them working real soon because I just like to know I have something online. I took down my tripod site thinking having my hosting would be better. I have yet to see that so we may see my old tripod site up with amojor overhaul. Who knows, we shall see. RIght now I just want to kick something, because this transfer has made things difficult and for those of you that know how I feel about extra work, yeah you know what Im thinking. SO yeah if you tried email or the sites it was jacked, wqe are back and hopefully ready for communication.

So yeah I think I've found a game that my wife and I can never ever buy. Observe. I mean seriously thats like a wrestling/fighting words/hurt feelings gala just waiting to happen here in our household. Well perhaps if we get another computer and *snork* share the dial up connection. *laughs til pees in pants* Do you know how many calls I got from people trying to do that, back in tha day? Ohhhhh it does look like ilt is available on the PS2 and PC, *shudder* It just gets worse and worse as I think about it. I mean seriously I am in danger of losing my PS2 to my wife as it is. Good gawd I would need to get a hard drive for the PS2, the Network adaptor I kind of figured, but a hd? Gads, my PS will become even more coveted in this household. I am putting my foot down, we will not get this game. Fortunately our computer is too old to support it. See the minimum requirements? I think we are safe and Ri may have both parents for a while longer. That remains to be seen in the furutre however.

I had a dream about mushrooms and their propensity for acts of debauchery. This was coupled with the fact that Palo was all ramped up for some HHC and a good night out at a party. I woke up sweating, probably from dancing, then I passed out to snores again probably mine. When I crashed out again I found myself in the ever dimishing room as I've come to call it. Im always sitting on this pea green couch at one end and staring at a stereo placed at the other. Th catch is the lines of the room look like a 3d draing in that they seem angled in like they are going to meet, instead they meet at a wall behind the stereo, that is no bigger than the stereo itself. It has white plaster walls with the paint chipping off and newly polished wood floors. There is a deep red cherrywood coffee table in fron t of the couch and a rug in front of that, that ways changes depending on the dream itself. So I sit there with some house on the stereo, when I decide I need some KT so I get up as always and hear the whispers that seem to inhabit this room. This time the whispers seem to be corporeal and swirl around me, I close my eyes to focus on them again, but I can't. Each time I hear the begginings of a coherent thought it slips away like water in my hands. I tried to listen for hours it seemed like when finally I heard “Things get better” then I woke up. YEESH, even my subconcious is a farkin cheerleader.

I've decided all this is leading up to a win in the lottery so I can open my own computer business and hire all my friends. Sure we'll go down in big huge stinking flames, but man what a ride. Im thinking if that happens I'll prolly even open the bar H and I talk about a lot. One can't have too many businesses right?

So onto this thing called my life. It's swell, my lil sis' birthday is today and we celebrate tomorrow. I was hoping to get rid of my morning shift so I could help clean as well as get Ri ready for the night over at my parents, sadly I've made no money this week. So it all h inges on tonight, if I can make decent money I just may give our new server a call and see if she would pick up my shift. I would really like a weekend day off with my family with no worries of work. I am going to ask for every other Sunday off now I just can't handle the crappiness of the people who come in and the slowness of a mind numbing day. I barely make $40-50 and that's pulling teeth. Everybody seems so needy on Sundays it sucks me arse, they need everything right now and their way. So many times I have wanted to take out my bitch ass paddle and smack em with it. I can't count the number of times I've had people ask for a game and we put it on with the express warning that if we need that feed for one of our advertised games we'll take it back. No biggie right? you wanna watch a game do it at home dumb ass! Anyways, I've had no less than 10 people order drinks and food and then walk out on their tas, because my manager explained that we needed that feed back for one of our games. I mean how farked up is that? Boo Hoo! Cry me a farkin river grow up you small penised whiny crybaby. I realize that I can't watch Michigan every Sat or even Detroit every Sun, and I work there and have control over the TVs. Sundays just make me want to invest in a gross of bats and just walk around looking for the schmucks who come in.

So I got up on time but all I've gotten done is a couple of loads of laundry. Where does the time go? Why is my daughter sleeping so much when Im around? Do I bore her that much? Well she is getting rid of the sniffles so her body may be catching up on all its sleep it missed while she was miserable. ACK! I just realized she had begun to get a bit of a belly, and now she's sleeping! NO! Not another growth spurt, she's gargantuan! And not even fat, just tall and proportionately weighted. It makes me laugh at how she is as big or bigger than al her “older” cousins. I can't wait until one of them tries to start some beef with her, will they get a suprise. MUHA!

I just realized Pizza Hut thinks we are the Bookmans, crazy, well we do like books I just didn't realize I would be named after them. Another thing that kind of irks me, why do people think the rules never apply to them? I've started to loathe the grocery store because I end up yelling at people for their stupidty.

DA = dumbass
M = Me

DA: That's on sale! *glaring at the cashier with some sort of malice percolating in their head*
M: Yes they are, so why don't you give the nice lady your savings card now.
DA: *screeching* I won't give my address for one of those! *looks at me like I suggested she turn her house into a brothel*
M: Then you don't deserve the sale then do you? *standing up straight eyes blazing like the blazing hero I am*
DA: *looking imploringly at the cashier* Don't you have a card I can use?
M: Ma'am blow me and get out of my way I want to go home today.
*cashier is trying to hold back the laughter as she uses her card and continues the transaction*

DA: Uhhhhhhh I don't have my id….*stares off into space hoping the subject will change*
M: Boo Hoo! I have an id so let them have your beer and leave.
DA: But my gf needs this beer
M: Then she should have gotten it
DA: You can buy it right?
M: NO!
DA: Why not?
M: Because Im a bastard, no go home and look forward to a lonely night. A word of advice don't forget your id next time if you really are 21.

My temperment is indeed becoming very fiery and condescending. Hopefully it will just be directed towards dumb asses.

So I finished my download of Molly Mush and poof I have a new cd. MmmMmm, this is definitely some Happy Hardcore! I think I found my new dj of the moment, Im downloading a new mix by her as we speak. I think this will probably be a 3-4 day ordeal again, but the last one was worth it, so I'll take another chance. Talk about taking me back, and for some reason it seems to calm my daughter down while I try and do home stuff. What made this whole thiing so painful was the fact that our computer is possessed. No joke, this thing is home to many a pesky bug. I think it tries to play it off like it's a good lil puter, but I know what it's really like. Eating critical papers, spitting out cds that can't be read by my normally sane cd player, and last but not least finding that inopportune time to KaK out! As it did today. I had the distinct pleasure of reliving my tech days as I tried to fix it. Ripping out protocols, adaptors and finally the whole communications suite itself. I was particularly proud of that one. Just as a final HAHA I ripped out the modem driver and put that in all shiny new. Then I went around and set everything to run lean and mean, ohhhhhh yeah it's almost like having a brand new connection. This rules because my download speeds have seemed to jump up a .1 or .2 not much but it makes me smile when I see my downloads above 3K. The point is I got a new mix and I like it! If you have any passing interest in HHC I suggest you check this dj out.

As for my life, well that's going dandy. I picked up some gel pens for my wife and she's probably the happiest mofa in tha world. I picked up some more blank cds in preparation of more download/delete goodness. I may even finish my long time project of getting our whole music folder on cd then removing our KaZaa goodness. Just so we can have more free space on our computer. I think I could learn to like that. Then we can do the rip, create cd, and delete method. Time consuming I know, but if we have more hard drive space right now we can focus on scanning pics and hopefuly getting them online. As you can see my website is kind of stagnant as I figure out how to make my links dynamic. I thought I had it beat when I used a .js file, sadly Opera woudn't use that file so you saw no navigation links on the page. I've been toying with PHP but I have no real clue about it so Im thinking I might spend my Trickster savings on a good PHP book. Yeah I blew a good 3-4 months worth of goody savings on my Soul Calibur II, but I WANTED IT! I've wanted Soul Calibur since i could say the words Dreamcast. I have yet to even scratch the surface of everything there, but Im hoping my lil bro can help me as I stop him into the ground this weekend. My newest want is the Trickster Reprocessed cd/dvd from KT *drool* Must have!

My first lil baby's (aka my baby sis) birthday is tomorrow. Wow this will be the first time we won't go to a movie together since that tradition was started 3 yrs ago. Ah well I got her a kick as present and she wil love me as all baby sisters love their oldest bros.

My newest goals are to finish the resetting of all our rooms and hopefully the cleanliness of the house is then. As well as finally getting out thank yous out for the wedding. I know we're schmucks for not doing them until now, especially H since she is always beating me with her manners staff, but we have lives and well I don't want people to see my sucky handwriting. Seriously, it's like a 6 yr old is trying to communicate with grey aliens. Ah well we shall prevail and then its on too the planning of Ri's 1st annual bday bash! YaY! I can't believe I've managed to keep a chld alive for 1 whole year! It boggles the mind, since I used to have troubles with the fish I would win at the fair. Me thinks its going to end up being at our casa and Im going to brave the elements to BBQ. I want a BBQ and if I have to stand in snow for it, so be it. We wil probably make the party looooooooooooooong so everybody who wants to give Ri love can do so at their leisure and will hopefully have a spot to sit in when they arrive. We'll see how that works. Ah well I best try and get some sleep. I haven't slept well lately and I don't plan on it tonight. I just hope Ri is as easy to deal with tomorrow as she was to deal with today.

I had wierd dreams all night last night and didn't sleep very comfortably even though I had the AC on. The really icky part is I didn't remember any of my dreams, nor does my neck feel good because I fell asleep in the chair in my daughter's room this morning. Stupid neck, not only that do you know how hard it is to put a baby in a crib with your arm asleep? I did it some how, though she kind of rolled out of my arms into her crib. No air time, just a roll right onto the matress, this did however make me hold my breath for fear of her waking up, yet again. I stood there for a good 2 mins of strained silence in hopes that she would just pass right back out. Her breathing finally resumed a normal cadence and I crept out. I got back to bed only to find more uncomfortable sleep. I think my body is changing in its chemistry somehow, because before this year I never had this much trouble with sleep and the like. Wow that was a whole lot of rambling just to say my sleping has been shite lately. HA!

So Im in the midst of a download. It's a pure sounded good so I'll do it download. DL, burn and delete because it's 65MB wow, but then again with a name like Molly Much and a mix called Panty Raid I could hardly resist. She's a HHC dj and it's been a while since I've had a good HHC fix so I figured I should try it. This is her site and this is the mix. All I really want is a track listing so I can be a real nerd. It's been a while since i've been to a party and I've been thinking that I might need to go to one soon. The only problem is my daughter, maybe I my wife and I can convince her parents to watch our bundle of love while we go dance the night away. I really miss those nights, the sounds of the morning birds as you watch another sunrise sweaty and grimy. Looking around at the people gathered around you and feeling that sense of community even if you didn't know them. I miss coming home exhausted and just chilling on the couch with friends or that special someone. I think I miss the sense of freedom I had then as well, to do anything anytime. That was definitely one of my biggest problems when H and started dating. I was still in bachelor free man mode so I would forget common courtesies and just the fact that I had to consider someone else's feelings when I made decisions. Hopefully, I've fgornw past that and am now securely in the man-child stage where I buy lots of toys and still act immature but have a sense of responsibility.