I had wierd dreams all night last night and didn't sleep very comfortably even though I had the AC on. The really icky part is I didn't remember any of my dreams, nor does my neck feel good because I fell asleep in the chair in my daughter's room this morning. Stupid neck, not only that do you know how hard it is to put a baby in a crib with your arm asleep? I did it some how, though she kind of rolled out of my arms into her crib. No air time, just a roll right onto the matress, this did however make me hold my breath for fear of her waking up, yet again. I stood there for a good 2 mins of strained silence in hopes that she would just pass right back out. Her breathing finally resumed a normal cadence and I crept out. I got back to bed only to find more uncomfortable sleep. I think my body is changing in its chemistry somehow, because before this year I never had this much trouble with sleep and the like. Wow that was a whole lot of rambling just to say my sleping has been shite lately. HA!

So Im in the midst of a download. It's a pure sounded good so I'll do it download. DL, burn and delete because it's 65MB wow, but then again with a name like Molly Much and a mix called Panty Raid I could hardly resist. She's a HHC dj and it's been a while since I've had a good HHC fix so I figured I should try it. This is her site and this is the mix. All I really want is a track listing so I can be a real nerd. It's been a while since i've been to a party and I've been thinking that I might need to go to one soon. The only problem is my daughter, maybe I my wife and I can convince her parents to watch our bundle of love while we go dance the night away. I really miss those nights, the sounds of the morning birds as you watch another sunrise sweaty and grimy. Looking around at the people gathered around you and feeling that sense of community even if you didn't know them. I miss coming home exhausted and just chilling on the couch with friends or that special someone. I think I miss the sense of freedom I had then as well, to do anything anytime. That was definitely one of my biggest problems when H and started dating. I was still in bachelor free man mode so I would forget common courtesies and just the fact that I had to consider someone else's feelings when I made decisions. Hopefully, I've fgornw past that and am now securely in the man-child stage where I buy lots of toys and still act immature but have a sense of responsibility.