I've just downloaded the GAIM client ported for Windows. Mmmmmmmm I am in heaven, though I think I will experiment with the other themes, Im just using the windows theme so I would be to wierded out by the setup. It's great it's like trillian but waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay better. No frequent disconnections and this one actually supports file transfers. Although I will admit I haven't tried trillian in a while so they could have a stable product now. I like the whole tabbed convo's window. One easy window for all your convos, it mixes all the services your signed up for in there as well. Hey does anybody know my old ICQ number? Wanna check it out? Here's the link GAIM FUn for you and me!

Life is one big hairy stress ball right now and Im just trying to stay afloat. im trying to be a good dad, but I often wonder if I really am.
Im short tempered lately
I feel off from the rest of the world.
I look at my daughter and think there is so much more i could be offering to her.
Money stops it all. (The fact that we have none)
Lately I've been feeling depressed and alone.
I feel like Im losing my sanity one piece at a time.(Slowly ever so slowly)
Is this how insanity starts? (Im not joking, I feel this off)
I've had a few scrapes with bad trips and just not kewl vibes, and don't want any of that noise back.
I dreamt last night (Dreaming of bright eyes and stars up high)
It was the same as always.
I stare into the distance. (Waiting, wondering, hungrily)
Wishing something would happen.
Sword in hand I leap from a cliff. (Why not? They seem kewl)
Plunging into water and watching as the sky above faded.
I stared at a face, her eyes opened. (I jumped out of bed)

Im sure something is becoming more and more apparent, Im just a bit of kilter. Probably part of my charm, but it's a bitch too.
Another pity party over here. I got along with my daughter today. I think I'll work on that and I think I'll work on the wonky hormones I got goin.
I don't think I was built with a lot of compassion or patience. Both of which I need with a child. Working on it and hoping to get better. Out.

I've found Nemo we can all stop searching!
I repeat I've found Nemo!

Where's tha wasabi?!?
I needs mah soy sauce!