I've been been fuming since Sat, and trying not to take it out on my wife and child. It's not thier fault nor is it almost anybody else's except to the people who reneged on their promise to us. Vegas is out for one of us now. I think I should go, but I don't really want to go without my wife. I promised to show her a better time there and well I just don't know how I would do by myself in this dynamic that is going. She is definitely my controlling factor and my balancing force when any sort of excess is presented to me. In short she's my concience who could kick my ass. So Im not even sure Im going to go myself now. I think I might just give some money to our ride and save up for my friends bachelor party. He invited me and they are travelling to somewhere. Not sure right now, but he expressed wanting me there. So maybe this happened to I could save tha money or something. I don't know it just irritates me that we get crap from these people for not coming around more, yet we are the lowest man on their totem pole of importance. I think I should g o take care of the girls now.