I've recently noticed, as many have noticed eons before me, that my journal is well kind of a dumbed down version of me. Not really a dumbed down version justa more simplistic version. My friends say they can see the internet candy kid in their minds. Then we talk and I tend to be large wordy in real life now, I often get asked what words mean or if they are even real words. I blame my families propensity for using larger words around the dinner table. Odd how I took for granted that we ate meals together almost all the time. I this day and age it makes me want to make sure that we eat together on a more regular basis. I think with H back in school it has gotten me a bit more motivated to get shite done. I want to get out table back into usable form and make more homemade meals. This week alone I've cooked twice as much as usual and Im not too torn up about it. The only thing that caught me off guard was the fact that I spent almost $40 to make fajitas last night. I did a pretty decent job for a fly by night operation. I blame the cheese for that price tag. So now I have to get my ass to the income assistance office so I can grab myself a list of the supported daycares and find one that can be bussed to easily for H and I.

We need a car and we thought we were going to get one from our friends, but I don't think that is going to happen so I may need to just look high and low for cars in the classifieds and deal with a lot of upkeep for a few years. I don't want any sort of debt with a car until we have “stable” jobs and know that we can handle the financial burden it will put upon us. I loathe to junk Gus but it seems like the best course of action as of now. Stereo out and junk the Saturn *sneef* I'll miss that old boy he saw me through a lot of stuff in our short relationship. He saw my engagement, birth of my daughter, and lots of trouble I created for myself. tis because of him I've decided that I could handle owning another Saturn even if they are a tad on the gutless side.

Not much else in my head except I think I might have found a newish band to enjoy, Snake River Consiracy, not too bad, although I only really pay attention when I hear a cover. HAW!