I need your help denizens of ABQ and RR, NM.  Earlier this week someone hit my brother’s car in the middle of  the night, and left us with a nice present of this.

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So good ole Christian values dictate that we be rude to all other faiths, as that is the way to lead people into righteousness. This is just disgusting, and makes me want to pummel a random christian fanatic.

Alright, so I’ve put this off along enough. I apologize, as I have made many empty promises and not fulfilled them. Friends, I am sorry, for this I should be flogged with wet noodles and smacked with wet kittens. Fetishes aside, it is time I inform you all of what is happening in my life. Prepare to be bored, fall asleep, wake up hear droning from my journal, fall asleep again, enter the 7th circle of hell and wake up refreshed and still clueless as to what is going on in my life. Sounds like a plan? Alright here we go then. Read more

I just wanted to say it out loud my family rocks! My lil family has hit hard times as we’ve tried to make ends meet with me being unemployed and such, and would probably have been homeless and hungry had it not been for my family. Most importantly my mother, she has been there to babysit for us and has made sure our daughter is well clothed. I really appreciate everything that everybody has done for us. I never really knew what having a guardian angel was like til our friend came into our lives. Thanks again to everybody for all your help through troubled times.

So this is just in:

Ebay scam, they ask you to update your info but you get sent to

http://www.authorizer.org/

watch your URLs while ebaying kiddos

Hopefully our sysadmin will have a hand in helping shut them down.

Look at what was announced today:
US troops in Iraq get TODs lengthened

P.S. cute pics of my daughter in her halloween costume

So my unemployment has been denied!  Because of mis appropriation of company funds!  I forgot to ring up 2 sodas!  I am still a bit livid even though I found out on Sat.  I have to get my appeal done quick like and get it mailed in.  I have yet to find a new job, yet I have a lead, I just hope it goes through soon.  I need to get over to Buca di Bepo as well one of my friends said she would hire me there.  I figure if I can get a job there, then I can move to part time if my lead ever goes anywhere.  It sounds promising especially since I keep pulling stuff I know out of my hidden places and blow the dust off.  Who knew my experiments with Flash would be so marketable, even though I decided it wasn’t really right for my website.  I just feel lost and angry right now.  I think I should go ad take my daughter outside.  I hope they finally call with a job offer.

I’ve just sent two more resumes out I feel like I’ve gotten a lot done since I’ve put my lil one down for her nap. Read more

So I’ve been “let go” from my job. I figured it’d be coming, but not this soon. I think I am just more irrate at the timing rather than the actual firing. We were trying to get a car and get daycare taken care of for the lil one. I’ve already got a line on a new job and I hope that they call with the good news soon. I am calling around trying to get infor on businesses that ask for a faxed resume. You know I figure if I have the right company name on my cover letter that might make me a bit more hirable. Im also looking into teller positions, I think my wife would appreciate me having to dress up for work everyday. She likes it when I dress up. I am still looking for a car since that would aid in my job search and moving around the city to get to my future job. Read more

Im seething, just a huge cauldron of anger, or even just a bag o angst. I don’t know where it comes from, maybe it’s the whole not having an enjoyable job anymore. Or perhaps it’s the fact that I don’t have that “good job” to support my family with. I couldn’t find a babysitter today so no job hunting for Robbo, but I plan to get on it real soon. Hopefully Monday or even tomorrow. I just don’t think I can continue to work at a place that I care less and less about. I hardly even know who I am at that store anymore. I think my soul has literally been sucked out of me. It wasn’t even corperate America that did it. Yep time to move on hopefully. I’ve heard of decent paying jobs around the city, now I just need to figure out how to get to them and how to get the jobs. Im hoping to get a job with my friends Pam or Edmund just so we can keep in touch and Im not new alone. That is one of the many reasons I have yet to look for a new wait job or resturant job. I don’t want to go through being low man on the totem poll or even training again. I can’t take that kind of pay cut right now. The other reason is the fact that this is the second fukin job that I’ve been so close to tending bar that I could taste it. We have only 2 “great” bartenders, 1 “good”, 2 “majorly sucky”. Im sure I could tips the scales or at least make the 2 greats some support. Im going to change something, as we speak Im paying bills and attempting to fill out the FAFSA as I try to create a mix cd. Well here’s to hopin.

I’ve been been fuming since Sat, and trying not to take it out on my wife and child. It’s not their fault nor is it almost anybody else’s except to the people who reneged on their promise to us. Vegas is out for one of us now. I think I should go, but I don’t really want to go without my wife. I promised to show her a better time there and well I just don’t know how I would do by myself in this dynamic that is going. She is definitely my controlling factor and my balancing force when any sort of excess is presented to me. In short she’s my concience who could kick my ass. So Im not even sure Im going to go myself now. I think I might just give some money to our ride and save up for my friends bachelor party. He invited me and they are travelling to somewhere. Not sure right now, but he expressed wanting me there. So maybe this happened to I could save tha money or something. I don’t know it just irritates me that we get crap from these people for not coming around more, yet we are the lowest man on their totem pole of importance. I think I should go take care of the girls now.

So my hosting services were gobbled up by an ISP, blargh. So what happens my admins tell me, my site as well as my wife’s should only be down for a day or so. Well here it is like 2 days after the fact that I finally realized it was all KaKed up! So everybody who may have commented or even written me an email Im sorry you got a whole lotta nothin. We just got our email functioning again and have yet to get our sites back up. I hope to get them working real soon because I just like to know I have something online. I took down my tripod site thinking having my hosting would be better. I have yet to see that so we may see my old tripod site up with a major overhaul. Who knows, we shall see. Right now I just want to kick something, because this transfer has made things difficult and for those of you that know how I feel about extra work, yeah you know what Im thinking. SO yeah if you tried email or the sites it was jacked, we are back and hopefully ready for communication.

At least that’s what I used to think, but lately there seemes to be an ever brightening light at the end of my proverbial tunnel. We are starting to look at cars and we are even considering trying to get one of those high interest rates to get a bit newer car. Just because we would be able to pay it off in January when Heather gets her money again. Im still weighing my options on picking up a part time job this sem while I wait to see if I can get any money for next sem. I really wanna head back to school, and get a real 9 – 5 job. Or at least a bit more stable one with a lil ass kissing. Read more

So I called our apartment office to verify that we did not have to worry about rent for this coming August. She affirms, then I ask to renew our lease for another year. This is where it gets a bit dicey. She says fine then says rent is due on the 1st. Pardon?!? I thought we got the last month of our lease for free, yes but the stipulation blah blah blah blah. Essentially we had to pay our rent a month in advanced to get this place, no big deal, though Im wondering is renewing your lease really renewing your lease? I’ve always thought you start brand spanking new with your new lease contract. I never thought as they are saying here that it’s the same rental contract, just extented. Anyways I have a total of like $200 in my hands for rent that is due in 3 days. I would opt for month to month or even just paying for a half prorate so I can find a new place to live, but all of this would require money we don’t have. Because by the agents definition we have to pay by the 3rd for what ever we decide. I think I might get my 30 day notice ready just in case. That will just take a whole bunch of time and patience I don’t have. So now we have no car, we potentially have no place to live and we need to find our new place on a major bus route, yet close enough so I can continue to bike to work. I just don’t get it, Im stressed, and just can’t seem to catch a fucking break!

Alright in the sadistic world of Rob land work suck my left testicle. I mean seriously, I went through the whole day just kicking ass and taking names, I was on the ball. Nobody had to wait for food or anything, but I still got crappy tips. The majority of people tipped $2 on $17-$30 checks. Yeah, shit faced fuckbrains that’ll feed my family. So, I essentially made no money and then had a harrowing bus ride home. The bus kept stalling and was just weird. Everybody was calm and cool, nobody was freaking out, making threats, or even raising their voices. Everybody handled it like me, as long as I get there sometime Im kewl. Read more