This is pretty long so Im gonna cut it for ya. Read more

So I have nothing I really want to post here lately, its been hard for me to let my emotions out lately. I am a rock and hardly let my guard down since mah lil gurl has been born. Especially since mah gurlie has had problems concerning the birth and having a rough time healing, This doesn’t bother me as much as it worries me. I’ve always been ruled by emotions, but lately I don’t seem to have many emotions to be ruled by. Just exhaustion and hopelessness, not from the birth of my lil girl, but from the futility that seems to be a part of providing for her. I don’t know if I can go back to school next semester. Read more

And it doesn’t like me so I think we are at a happy eye to eye sort of deal….or was it eye for an eye? What ever the reason I just had to post because I haven’t posted for a while and in that while a lot has happened. Where to begin, hrm, well lemme think…oh yeah Read more

This is gonna be long and inane but what the hell I figured we needed some activity.
It may offend some and it may amuse some, all I know for sure is the fact that I tried to be objective, it didn’t last long.
Alright I went to Assets on Montgomery for all you ABQ peeps. I figured its right across the street so I could catch a quick beer or chill in a new bar. Well it took like five mins for the bartender to get to me. I needed a beer I had just gotten off the bus, jeebus! SO yeah I ordered some desert and one on of their micro brews. Read more

So my place of employment tells me that I have to ask to go to the bathroom? WTF is this? If I become impotent because of this I’m suing, you lack luster sons of bitches!!!! Do you hear me? Grrrrr I was having a pretty good day til now!

So they are clearing out a lot of people from work. And quality people, not the dumb asses who got their jobs due to ass kissin. My fav sup was called in and told to clear out. WTF is that, she’s the one who got our whole ETS team up and running as smoothly as it has been. So they can her? Yeah they got rid of a few other sups but I could careless. It only frightens me bcause I have yet to find a kick ass job. I suppose I could go back to waiting tables. But i’m not the type of person who can smile no matter what. Somone is sarcastic to me I throw it right back, and POOF there goes me tip. Grrrrrrr cheap ass New Mexicans, yeah you heard me CHEAP ASS NEW MEXICANS!!!!!!!!!! Oh well just move forward and keep crankin out those resumes and coverin territory to get me arse in a better job than this hell hole. Anyways its just not fair that we lost Liz, it’s not it’s not it’s not!~