So I go through life hearing a lot of quotes but today was full of many that amused me:

“I can drink 6 double shots of Jack Daniels…” – Random hooker on Jenny Jones

This amused me just because I thought to myself who the hell counts so they know how hard they can party. Then again the title of today’s show was Geek to Party Animal so that kind of explains it. They are trying to party too hard I spose. Read more

- Lately I’ve been feeling old and exhausted. I think I’ve finally hit that wall hit almost a month ago. Things a moving along at the casa, but now Im draggin ass and Im not liking it. I don’t play with my daughter as much as I used too and well Im just too tired to do anything around the house half the time. My birthday passed with a bit of a bang but not too much luckly. I think the worst part of all this is the fact that I don’t get to be out with mah gurlie as much as I like. The only alone time we get now is collapsing into each other’s arms on the couch before she goes to bed. This cannot bode well for us.

- I do have to say it was great to get out of the house with her last week for a bit of pool and drinks. Many thanks to our friends who provided transpo and babysitting. Read more

Sweet4Ever630: hi
GlubGlub56: hiya
Sweet4Ever630: whos this……your on my buddie list….but i dotn rmemeber you
GlubGlub56: yer not on my buddy list so I have no idea
Sweet4Ever630: lol
Sweet4Ever630: a/s/l?
GlubGlub56: 26/Yes please/my insanity
Sweet4Ever630: lol
Sweet4Ever630: wtf
Sweet4Ever630: so are you a male or female
Sweet4Ever630: where you from
GlubGlub56: why the interest?
GlubGlub56: shouldn’t you just talk to me because Im interesting?
Sweet4Ever630: yeah
Sweet4Ever630: im trying to figure out why your on my list
Sweet4Ever630: like if we have talked bfore
GlubGlub56: I don’t remember tlakin to ya before
Sweet4Ever630: me either
GlubGlub56: do you always put random peeps on yer bl?
Sweet4Ever630: no lol
GlubGlub56: ah
GlubGlub56: I thought it just might be a habit of yours
Sweet4Ever630: no
GlubGlub56: I used to have that hbit
Sweet4Ever630: do you have a pic?
GlubGlub56: not on me no
Sweet4Ever630: okay well byezz sorry ib othered you….
GlubGlub56: no biggie
GlubGlub56: have a good day

this wouldn’t bug me much, except for the fact that they needed to know if I was male female and was HOTT! Ah well mayhap it’s for the best, I think I can only handle on PHAT woman right now.

Disregard the following, unless you like Tequila, in that case join my community !

While trying to find stuff for an icon I came across two great sites, which should I list as our URL?

Tequila Shots- Regardless of the name they seem to have a handle on good tequilas and drinks.
Tequila: In Search of the Blue Agave- Whoa Informative Informative, though it does take a bit to get to the goodies if your a reading whore like me.

Lemme know what you think, yeah Im a dork but this is my first community and I really like my tequila. ;P

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Random post…yep thats how it works

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There was this cute girl about my age who would drag anybody and everybody in at least 3 times a week and sit in my section. She was generous with tips, smiles and chit chat. Well she got confident enough to come by herself, and she would always come at slow times so I would chat and got to know her pretty well. I started to gain managerial powers! So every once in a while I would comp a drink or meal, so we decide to hang out one night, no big deal I’d call her after work. She judged my time off and actually showed up, at this time my good friend shows up with a couple of her friends and I chat with them for a moment. New girl freaks out and pulls a jealousy trip on me…EEP! So I explain to the best of my ability my friend and then figure its not worth it so I cancel our plans. Wrong move! this girl starts showing up in my favorite hang outs and trying to antagonize guys into fights with me. She lingered outside of my work and tried to pay the hostesses to give me messages from her, she even sabotaged my car! YIPE! yeah I don’t think I’ll ever be that friendly with a regular customer again.

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Alright its stupid its lame, but bein easily amused rulez!!!!
Officially kiffed from , yeah random Master Ninja kidd

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All you comp geeks will love it as will all you wierd people who find me amusing.

You know what else? Im freakin clanless EEP!

You aren’t sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don’t belong to any clan…or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren’t really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day…you have a while after all

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

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How did I know I should be playin those bastitchs in Vampire: The Masquerade?!?

After a good nights sleep I feel more alive and more energized. I would like to give a huge ass thanks to my friends who replied to my last meloncholy post and gave me the buck up kiddo comments. It was muy appreciated. Right now Im just ready to get to class, get it over with and get home, maybe some chores but most of a DAY OFF!!!! Im so excited! Yeah I’ll update with more meaningful content as I get more time…honest!

Im tired, I feel exhausted, and I feel like I was blamed for not being able to sleep last night. I really wish I had more energy and was able to clean up and do stuff when I get home from work. But this past week has been hellish with school and work non-stop. I am counting the hours til tomorrow after my math class when I can finally take a nap or just stare at the sky as I veg on the grass. I wish I had money, I wish I had an education. I am pretty well versed and quite intelligent, or so I thought. Now Im just dense and getting more so everyday. Me thinks that the world isn’t really stupid, maybe I am an elitest like my fiancee said before. I dunno, I think Im just losing faith in my ablity to provide for my family and give my kidd a good life. Im feelin drained and hopeless, will I actually be able to do it?

On my beautiful friends list I’ve been noticing a lotta people wishing for stuff and asking for stuff. I think I will join this trend. I wish for…..

A good job where all I do is sit around and think up ideas. I don’t have to try and implement them or justify them just think of em. Here’s a short sampling of what I could be paid for:

• Rabid racoons in the moonlight
• Mach 2 while brushing ones teeth and the sociological ramifications
• I think therefore Im SPAM!
• The world would be a better place if everybdy saw it my way
• Actually it would suck, cuz nothing would get done
• Although we would have fun looking at everything
• Alright I lied about the fun, but you were almost convinced right?!?
• Ok I think I’ve earned my $15+/hr

See what did I tell you, genius, who wouldn’t want to hire me, I am a thinking MACHINE! Uhhhhhh off to class I spose.

I mean I’ve been way hormonal. This weekend I didn’t get anything done that I had set out to do. However I did get a few things done with friends and helping them. I could have explained myself better about Saturday to , but I was calling around when as a favor for Cha-cha and the gang. When I happened to call my friend Nate from HS, well he needed help moving and cleaning up and shiznat. I would normally say no on such short notice, but I owe him and his family big time. When I went to New Orleans, his mom actually drove me to Dallas. She had no other reason to go there or even be travelling besides just taking my lame ass there. So yeah that’s why, urgh…more later, gotta clear out the lab and catch tha bus. Read more

And it has been officially announced! It’s crackday! Yeah BAY BEE!!! So go out and get your crack…better yet share the wealth and send some crack to friends.

http://www,virtualcrack.com

Most of all I think we should just join hands and light’er up as a show of our unity!

Heh UNITY I like that werd, so I’ve decided Tuesday is a good day for a celebration so come on over everybody! You know who you are, joini the fun and smoek a bit oh crack, ja?
I still need a new job

So my worries are over, the little piss ant who dared to cross me will get his. Its good to know that I can still count on good friends. I dunno i’m kind of a flux funk lately. I wanna go out but I don’t I wanna chill with friends, but I want time to myself. I dunno specially since Thurs night I’ve needed time to kind of contemplate and think about stuff. My past is a bit dark and I don’t tell a lot of people about it, but it always feels dayam good to tell people I trust about it. I dunno its kind of wierd that I normally don’t talk as much as I have within the last few weeks on this journal. I guess its the whole self examination/gimmie some feed back damn it thing. So the day goes on and I go with it, to only find something greater. Right? I need a new job.

I sat in the dark, thinking. Nothing but quite thoughts filling my head. Then it occured to me many others think. Many others have time to give thought to the same things I have. We all have our dark corners. Our places where we think freely and give life to our fears. We work so hard to give the world our face of bravado, yet those quiet moments, when we have nothing but ourselves. The whispers, incessantly chanting. Trying to test our resolve and break our facade. I think thats what hurts us the most, knowing that what we present isn’t always the total truth. I try, but as much as I tell there is more I don’t because you don’t need to know. There will always be those whispers I alone listen too. I’m sure we all have them, the trick is not letting them have mastery over us. I think that was my problem for a while. I was in this constant state of listlessness, never really coherant, yet there enough to convince people I was ok. Nothing seemed to have the vitality it once did. Everything became a chore. I couldn’t climb out of this funk. Til I sat in my dark corner and sorted things out. The world didn’t gain all of its beauty and vatality back, but I did see a lot more than I had been. Perhaps all I need to do is sit and think and finally conquer my inner demons. Just a silent thought.