So good ole Christian values dictate that we be rude to all other faiths, as that is the way to lead people into righteousness. This is just disgusting, and makes me want to pummel a random christian fanatic.

Alright, so I’ve put this off along enough. I apologize, as I have made many empty promises and not fulfilled them. Friends, I am sorry, for this I should be flogged with wet noodles and smacked with wet kittens. Fetishes aside, it is time I inform you all of what is happening in my life. Prepare to be bored, fall asleep, wake up hear droning from my journal, fall asleep again, enter the 7th circle of hell and wake up refreshed and still clueless as to what is going on in my life. Sounds like a plan? Alright here we go then. Read more

CU = Customer
Me = Me DUH!

*after much wasted time as CU doesn’t listen to me and randomly clicks wherever or just plain ignoring me I took a bit of a condescending tone in my voice, it worked she started doing what I asked and listening though* Read more

I had the strangest dream Friday night. Read more

What the hell?!? “Dimebag” is dead! I need to get blitzed this weekend to honor him.
Deranged shooter kills 4
This is not cool, not cool at all.

Look at what was announced today:
US troops in Iraq get TODs lengthened

P.S. cute pics of my daughter in her halloween costume

So my unemployment has been denied!  Because of mis appropriation of company funds!  I forgot to ring up 2 sodas!  I am still a bit livid even though I found out on Sat.  I have to get my appeal done quick like and get it mailed in.  I have yet to find a new job, yet I have a lead, I just hope it goes through soon.  I need to get over to Buca di Bepo as well one of my friends said she would hire me there.  I figure if I can get a job there, then I can move to part time if my lead ever goes anywhere.  It sounds promising especially since I keep pulling stuff I know out of my hidden places and blow the dust off.  Who knew my experiments with Flash would be so marketable, even though I decided it wasn’t really right for my website.  I just feel lost and angry right now.  I think I should go ad take my daughter outside.  I hope they finally call with a job offer.

I’ve just sent two more resumes out I feel like I’ve gotten a lot done since I’ve put my lil one down for her nap. Read more

i feel empty again,
But I feel happy too.
Strange how they works, hey?!?
My family makes me happy and I am happy around them.
This insidious sadness and deep despair seems to be only a grumpy moment away.
My dreams are getting dark and morbid now.
Disjunct images and random voices.
Worse yet is the occasional scream. Read more

You ever notice how oracles and great wise men are always just double talking or at least seem to my lil eye? I don’t know all I can really say about that is, I need to sit on a mountain top and double talk. Then I will be old and wise and offerings will abound. Mmmmmmm Hmmmmmm no more working for me. I’d just have to keep a hovel so my daughter and wife can visit from time to time. Or maybe I could be a roving gypsy and teach my daughter the joys and love of pickpocketing and sleight of hand. Hrm. Maybe I should just stick with what I have right now. This would be a happy family and a pretty decent job. It’s just the customers that suck my left testicle. Punk ass biyatches. Ah well this is goin nowhere, so until next time. I feel like a GREAT BIG BLUE SALMON OF JUSTICE!!!

The space shuttle Columbia just disintigrated!
What the?
Im so stuck watching the reports now

So I have nothing I really want to post here lately, its been hard for me to let my emotions out lately. I am a rock and hardly let my guard down since mah lil gurl has been born. Especially since mah gurlie has had problems concerning the birth and having a rough time healing, This doesn’t bother me as much as it worries me. I’ve always been ruled by emotions, but lately I don’t seem to have many emotions to be ruled by. Just exhaustion and hopelessness, not from the birth of my lil girl, but from the futility that seems to be a part of providing for her. I don’t know if I can go back to school next semester. Read more

Schnikes! Check this out!
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There was this cute girl about my age who would drag anybody and everybody in at least 3 times a week and sit in my section. She was generous with tips, smiles and chit chat. Well she got confident enough to come by herself, and she would always come at slow times so I would chat and got to know her pretty well. I started to gain managerial powers! So every once in a while I would comp a drink or meal, so we decide to hang out one night, no big deal I’d call her after work. She judged my time off and actually showed up, at this time my good friend shows up with a couple of her friends and I chat with them for a moment. New girl freaks out and pulls a jealousy trip on me…EEP! So I explain to the best of my ability my friend and then figure its not worth it so I cancel our plans. Wrong move! this girl starts showing up in my favorite hang outs and trying to antagonize guys into fights with me. She lingered outside of my work and tried to pay the hostesses to give me messages from her, she even sabotaged my car! YIPE! yeah I don’t think I’ll ever be that friendly with a regular customer again.

So yeah Click HERE!!!!!

This is gonna be long and inane but what the hell I figured we needed some activity.
It may offend some and it may amuse some, all I know for sure is the fact that I tried to be objective, it didn’t last long.
Alright I went to Assets on Montgomery for all you ABQ peeps. I figured its right across the street so I could catch a quick beer or chill in a new bar. Well it took like five mins for the bartender to get to me. I needed a beer I had just gotten off the bus, jeebus! SO yeah I ordered some desert and one on of their micro brews. Read more